Arranging my 'on my own'!
On my own, Pretending not see. All alone, I walk step by step bitterly. I imagine, I taste the feeling around me. And then I lose my way because I close my eyes. And no one has found me.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver. All the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight. And all I see is me and my insecurity forever and forever.
And I know it’s only in my mind. That I’m talking to myself and not to them. And although I know this writing is soundless. Still I say, there’s a way for me.
I give all that I have. Although others think I’m so idle. But when the night is over It is meaningless. The river’s just a river. Without confession, everything is just 0. The world around me changes. The trees are bare and everywhere. The streets are full of strangers.
I love them. But every day I’m learning All my life, They’ve thought I’m only pretending. Without me, the world still goes on turning. A world that’s full of happiness that I have never known.
I love them. But only on my own.
P.S. : I’m sorry schonberg and kretzmer for ruining your magnificent lyrics. But thanks for helping me to breath. You rock!