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oh my FLIPPING gosh, i really want like a enby or a girl to hold me for some reason and just compliment me, idk i might just wanna get complimented cause i lowkey feel ugly

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honestly i might kill myself but just not tell anyone so they dont know if im dead or not, they'll never know when i do end my life

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lowkey what if i kill myself cause who would gaf anyways no one actually loves me or cares for me and im pretty sure im everyone's back up, the friend who is there when the friends they actually like are busy, heh !! i bet you tomorrow no one is gonna even ask me if im feeling alright or tell me that they love me cause who would do that !! im just kaye, no one special, a failure even

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sometimes i wish people checked up on me to see how i was doing but when i even think about venting i suddenly am that 11 year old again getting yelled at by my mom for venting to my friend about my dog dying wondering if them saying they tried to kill themself because of that was true, suddenly im that 11 year old again crying to my mom asking her to stop yelling and that i didnt mean it and that i wouldnt do it again, im terrified if i vent to someone i know, theyll blame me for their attempt too, im a good person, i swear, im trying so hard to be what they want me to be, but i feel like every door is closing on me and im all alone again.

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i feel like a attention seeker bro like i genuinely yearn for people to randomly compliment me cause i #feeluglyasf 💔

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guys im starting to think i should #loseweight cause i lowkey feel really ugly, like i feel like a fat pig when everyone else i know is so pretty :( do i start trying to lose weight so i dont look as ugly

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i #lovecryingoverstupidthings heh im so embarrassing and pathetic

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when i know im #chopped so i just accept the fate that my crush will #neverlikemeback SIGH