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when spencer was a freshman in high-school, back before the scandal of audaire inc. broke out, she'd been "lucky" enough to meet paul audaire. she'd admired his career when she was old enough to comprehend the advancements his company was making in the science and medical field.
it was on a spring trip to a convention being held in the city and she'd been so flustered and excited to be around all these brilliant minds, minds she might one day work with !
the introduction was brief, but impactful on her. she kept the photograph she'd been allowed to take in a frame besides her bed, and retold the story to just about anyone that would listen.
and then the disturbing images were reported on the news months later and spencer experienced a deeper sense of disappointment than the kind that came from cancelled plans, or recieving a b and not an a. her first idol had not been the honorable man she'd thought, but rather a terrible human being.
she had sulked for weeks. but she still has the picture of her and paul audaire tucked in the back of her closet. as a reminder, more than anything, of what not to become.
jack does not know will not know about this point of her life, nor should he ever, as it is a needless detail that'd cause more grief than it's worth.
ktenologys replied to your post:I spent forty dollars on a journal and good pens...
- cuddles you - write first, think later! write down everything good or bad, the little things, the big things, everything! i hope your block goes away soon !!!
// bless you tasha, thank you. *cuddles back* i don't think i'm going to worry about putting anything in order at this point.
( ktenologys )
the thing is, even after looking twice, she still isn't sure if she's imagining things or not. it's been years, at least three -- four ? -- and it's like seeing a ghost. but without the fear and panic that usually went hand in hand with such a sighting.
every few months since her success, it was for the benefit of the company that she host these events. it was a charitable cause to the rich folk that attended. they donated large sums of money to fund her research and her facilities of their own free will. or so it was designed to appear. spencer knew how the game was played in the realm of the wealthy.
they competed for the best appearance and reputation because they recognized her imminent success. she was but a pawn in their endeavors, at least in their eyes ( fools ). it was her board they were playing on.
and with that knowledge, it was out of disdain she invited them into her humble abode tonight of all nights. there was no auction or charity, only a celebration of champagne and fake smiles for spencer to absorb with ease. after all, one should enjoy themselves on the day of their birth.
it's just, spencer hadn't expected him to show. he never did, never sent a brief letter out of formality to decline the invitation. even as she weaved between investors and ceos, to scale the steps up to the balcony overlooking the party ( where she spotted him ), she was careful not to get her hopes up less she was mistaken ----
oh, but she'd know those blue eyes anywhere, and the line of his jaw was much more defined then it had been all those years ago. there was no mistaking the man poised with grace and power leaned against the railing, a glass of chardonnay held by the round swell before the stem.
" -- jack audaire. "
spencer expels his name with a hint of disbelief, and there's too many emotions fighting to be recognized above that. but she's gotten good at forcing all that away.
ktenologys said: super?! nuh-uh that’s you, and ugh i hate plans that fall through so i feel you. & ew just ignore him
yes you are super. i caught up on my known facts today. yeah after the first two times i kinda dismissed and now i'm just meh. true true...i might even take pictures. MIGHT
ktenologys said: - loves you back - alSO waterparks are so fun tho ??
you're super. THEY ARE. but (but but but but) this is the third time they say we will, and the two were false alarms + my mean cousin who likes to insult me recently is gonna be there. BLAH
ktenologys said: take an advil + drink plenty of fluids my friend !!!!! - hugs away pain -
i am blessed with such good friends. i feel like singing you a song of gratitude -loves on you-
ktenologys said: vagina to penis ration i’M WORRIED ABOUT U HAVE U SLEPT
I have no idea what I was typing when I wrote that. Right now I'm all headache + (a bit of sleepiness, shh) + that one shoulder hurting = meeeeeee.