@kuloba this feels familiar, doesn’t it? / from cloud to tifa
Her breath caught for a moment—not in surprise, but in recognition. The kind that sits in your chest like a song you forgot the words to, but still hum unconsciously. Familiar. That word clung to the air between them like mist, gentle and undeniable. She didn’t answer right away. Instead, her eyes traced the horizon beyond him, where the sky dipped low and golden, where quiet winds stirred dust like old ghosts.
“Yeah…” Her voice came softer than she intended. “It does.”
Familiar was the way he stood—silent, bracing himself for something unspoken. Familiar was the way he looked at her—not quite directly, but enough that she felt the pull. This place. This feeling. It was the same one that used to keep her up at night in Nibelheim, wondering where his thoughts wandered when his gaze turned distant. It was the silence that followed their promises, the ache after they missed each other by seconds.
Tifa swallowed, grounding herself with the curl of her fingers into her palms. Why does it still hurt, even now? She took a step forward—not toward him, not away. Just… forward. Because that’s what she always did, wasn’t it? Pick up the pieces, hold the line, carry the weight no one asked her to.
“It’s like… we keep looping back to the same place,” she whispered, her tone somewhere between wonder and exhaustion. “Not physically, I mean—but here. This feeling. Like we’re standing at the edge of something again, just like we used to, before everything fell apart.”
She glanced at him then, her heart catching on the sharp edges of that old tenderness. She didn’t want to be the first to say it. She never did. Not because she didn’t want to, but because saying it might make it too real—might shatter the fragile, unspoken understanding between them.
Still, the words found their way through the cracks. “Do you think… we ever moved on? Or have we just been walking in circles, pretending not to notice the same stars overhead?”
And for a heartbeat, Tifa let herself stand still in that ache. Not just the one between them—but the one within her, that whispered of all the almosts they never gave themselves permission to chase.