#kuresutozu

[miyuki-arashi]

happy happy birthday (~n...n)~

Thank youuuu~ ♥(ˆ⌣ˆ)

[yesimkpoppin]

Once again I didn't see that you responded to me until now haha. >...< How was seeing him, then? and yes, it's been a long time!! hmmm, well yesterday i went back to highschool haha, i graduated last year but decided to return and take a few classes

aaaaaah sorry this took me a while to respond to. Ive been sick and busy on and off this week ^^;  seeing him wasn't too great either, but that's ok. Might as well move on :) and high school? Holy lord I would cry if I had to go back. I mean, I still have 3 1/2 more months of high school left but I hate it so much haha. It's awful and I hate my school especially. What classes did you return to take? 

[yesimkpoppin]

ah i didn't see that you responded to me until now oops ;n; are you doing better today? <3

no it’s fine!~ I’m feeling not as sad and stressed, but because I’m seeing him today I’m a bit nervous tbh ^^; I’ve changed so much because of shit he has done and he hasn’t seen me since … but he’s changed a lot too so idk how things will go x ~ x

but enough about me! We haven’t talked in so long! How are you sweetie?(◕‿◕✿)

[yesimkpoppin]

what's wrong?

long story short: My dad basically abandoned me and my sister for some asshole of women almost 2 years ago and he’s back in town this week. I don’t want to go see him but he owes me money and me and my mom dont have that much so we need it.I’ve been stressed out by this plus school and college stuff and I kinda had a breakdown in the school bathroom, but I’m home now so hopefully I will be able to distress a bit ^^: 

thanks for even bothering to ask or care sweetie ;; ♥

[stormemes]

the number one best tumblr i'm laughing so hard at the valentine cards holy shit

XD Thank you <3 We're glad you're enjoying them :)

[elisbigtoe]

Tagged by Wuyichann

Rule 1: Post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger asked you then make 11 new ones (also tag the tagger) Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post  Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

1. Why is your ultimate bias, your bias? Kevin from UKiss is my ultimate, if somehow you didn't know. This is going to be a long first question...

First of all, UKiss is the bestest perfect group in the world to me because they're all the sweetest most personality-filled people in the world of Kpop. So, I need a bias in every group so who of these perfect men should I choose from? As I am a super religious (ugh I'm sorry okay) person, I went to the religious ones for my favorites, which included Dongho and Kevin as the most apparently religious. Kevin is super skinny and has basically been famous for all of his teen years and has an adorable laugh and is so delicate yet not so he just seemed perfect (I had my reasons for Dongho too, but not as many). The way he keeps saying things on Twitter like "I'm excited for what the Lord has planned for me" and such, it really makes me feel connected with him since he doesn't hide his religious thoughts and ways.

2. Was he/she the first K-idol you were introduced to, or did your love grow over time? Well see I was first introduced to SHINee and back then I didn't really care that much about the people so I didn't have much of an ultimate until I was introduced to other bands like UKiss and I realized how perfect Korean men come in.

3. What would your first reaction be to seeing your ultimate bias?

Is that a super handsome cute asian man? No, its Kevin? *heart and brain implode while running toward Kevin with an uncoverable smile*

And then I would proceed with telling him how awesome he is and to never forget how much he has helped people. I'd be too shocked and happy to scream.

4. If you were given a chance to go on a date with your ultimate bias, choosing anywhere you wanted to go, where would you go and what would you do?

A date only can last a few hours, yes? That rules out seeing the world with them. I'd probably ask him where he wants to go and then we'd be awkwardly going nowhere since we both would want to go where the other goes and not decide ourselves. We'd probably end up somewhere more private though.

5. What are your favourite K-POP groups? UKiss, Infinite, Exo, VIXX, BTS, B.A.P, Nu'est, BtoB, AA, SHINee, C Clown, and f(x). Its basically in that order except f(x) is a girl group so its on a different scale. These aren't all the bands I listen to though.

6. Your favourite moments/ interviews with your group? When Kevin laughs at everything awkwardly. Or when there's bad English or some other second-language. Or when they make dumb faces I can't choose okay.

7. If you could change places with any K-idol who would it be and why? KISEOP SO I CAN BE LOVEY DOVEY WITH KEVIN ALL THE TIME BUT KISEOP STILL HAS TO BE IN THE BAND JUST ME DOING THE SAME THINGS AS HIM BESIDES DANCING BECAUSE I'LL FLOP OVER BEFORE STARTING

8. If given the chance, would you like to become a K-idol? If I was Korean, could dance, had a secret talent of beatboxing or rapping or something else cool, and was gorgeous like all of them, yes. I'd sell my life and soul away to make others happy and look up to someone and not give up life the way that other idols have done for other normal people.

9. What is your favourite K-POP live stage? Okay I really like UKiss, but I love watching Wolf performed live because they're just jumping everywhere and woah so many people and just wow Hunhan at the end.

10. What is your favourite K-POP music video? mMMMPFHSIF NO I JUDGE FAVORITE BY SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS SO I HAVE LIKE 10 FAVORITES ON DIFFERENT SCALES

UKiss's Stop Girl is the first I waited in the middle of the night for, its beautiful black and white, their hair and clothes and the setting were nice, it wasn't too long or short, it was a nice balance of high and low music (not just bass or not like Believe with its loud higher pitched background), and Kevin had a lot of lines, and it was overall NICE

but then there's all those crazy music videos or super artsy or super sad or happy or those with hidden meaning or those filled with a larger amount of cutes or those that show the groups personality or those where the music is a different type so its on a different scale ugh I can't choose its not that simple.

11. Other thank K-POP, what other types of music do you listen to?

I am guessing you mean any type of Korean music so K-indie and such don't count. I listen to techno/electro, a select few pop songs, and not much else that I can think of right now.

just use the same questions I really am not creative right now, sorry.

[jseops]

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(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻:what are your thoughts on school?

- Quite boring, but I need it to pursue my dreams, so I'm just going through it as fast as possible so I don't need to be there longer than necessarily~ ^^ 

[kagayakimasu]

kuresutozu replied to your post:kuresutozu replied to your post:i just don’t want...

that’s not good. something happen tonight or just things built up over time pushing you over the edge?

well, my mom hates me but if you want to know in details

but it lasted like 2 days because my mom came home and yelled at me for 10 minutes because i slept in the afternoon and i didn't have lunch and she said i couldn't use my laptop anymore so i wouldn't be able to catch up with anything

then 3 days later she said i could use it again and ignored me for a few days, she didn't even look at my grades but i was happy to see soohyun and taemin again and my cousin invited me to go to a flow concert with him, i'm not a big fan of them but it would be awesome because it was in a anime event and there would be a store selling kpop cds there and i got so excited because i can't explain how they make me happy, i just can't not smile when i'm holding a new shinee album and they were going to sell 7 cds i wanted and since i didn't have enough money i asked my dad and he didn't mind at all, he was about to give me and mom started screaming and saying how i don't do anything to help them and how i never go help at his store even though he said himself he doesn't want me there and she screamed so much i cried all night long yesterday, she had her attack 8pm and i cried until 3am and then i gave up going to the concert because i was just so happy but she has to say how much she hates me all the time, she has to make me feel like trash all the time, i can't be happy, she won't let me and now i don't want to see soohyun or taemin, i just want to stay in my bedroom doing nothing because no matter how hard i try to ignore her and pretend i'm happy in my fangirl world, she always comes to tell me how i suck at everything and how she hates me