Yandere Alphabet (obvs Kylar centered)
Cut because like any alphabet it's a long post
Affection- how would they show affection?
Lots of physical affection– hugs, kisses, cuddles– is a given. She also constantly tells Juno how much she loves her and always compliments her. Girl is broke so she can't really buy anything for her girlfriend, but she does give her drawings and letters a lot. She basically uses the love languages as a checklist.
Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
Any kind of freaky sex is on the table. She's also willing to go through hell and high water with Juno, like when they were ganged up on in the mud, searching through the trash for things even if it's very nasty. She also doesn't mind being covered in Juno's or her own blood. Oh, she also dabbles in witchcraft so bodily fluids get involved there too. We love gross girls.
Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?
She'd spend a lot of time just watching Juno. Her pretty bird in a cage. Her dog tied to a post. She'd coo at her struggle to get free, always sure to let her know that this is the safest place she could be. She wouldn't be intentionally mean, but she does spend the time also telling Juno that the other orphans don't matter. It makes her cry and then Kylar tries desperately to do damage control.
Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
Lots of stalking and spying. Panty sniffing. She hides a camera in a gift she gives to Juno and uses it to watch her in her bedroom. Let's just say she becomes extremely knowledgeable about Juno's body long before any sex happens. When she kidnaps Juno, during her crazed state, she absolutely uses her knife on her to carve her name into Juno's skin. The sheer shock of it happening makes her pass out midway through, so of course, Kylar uses her pliant state to be a creep. Also, as I mentioned before, she dabbles in witchcraft. She tries making sigils and doing certain rituals to strengthen their bond. This means it's more reason for her to take belongings or things from her body (like hair or used menstrual products).
Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
If she could physically rip her heart out she would. She tells Juno almost everything she feels. Just avoids anything she thinks is too scary. The bar for that is higher than it should be, probably. Sometimes she scares herself with her thoughts. But all of it stems from love.
Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?
Kylar would feel VERY betrayed. She did this much for her sweet lover, who's never even been hostile with words. Part of her knows what she's doing is wrong, but when Juno kicks and screams, it's like a knife to the heart. Without thinking, she retaliates, spitting venomous words and shaking her like a doll. If she keeps kicking, she'll hit her, again and again, and the adrenaline won't let her stop until Juno is begging.
Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
Not a game, finds no joy in Juno's resistance.
Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
Well. Their first time together was nonconsensual. That betrayal hurt Juno the most out of anything Kylar did before or since.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Married and happy. She'd rather stay in the home she's grown up in, but she knows Juno would rather leave town. That decision can be left for later, of course, so she doesn't think too much of it. Both of them have female parts so they can't make a baby through sex, and Juno has expressed disgust at artificial means of conception, so maybe they'd adopt babies to raise! It doesn't make a difference to her. After all, Juno grew up without her biological parents and that doesn't make her any less loveable.
Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
When isn't she jealous? As stated earlier, her thoughts even scare herself sometimes. This is a case where she tries not to say everything on her mind. The jealousy makes her feel physically ill. Her stomach churns and twists and her body loses strength. She tries to reassure herself that Juno would never stop loving her but it falls on her own deaf ears. Sometimes the only way to calm down is cry till she passes out.
Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?
Before their relationship: very very shy, kind of avoidant. She still watches her carefully, just out of sight. The smiling and blushing whenever Juno touches her for whatever reason is off the charts.
During their relationship: Extremely clingy. She's always touching her somewhere. When they're in public it's usually by holding her hand or her arm. In private, or at least somewhere they're alone, she's clinging to Juno's waist or shoulders, pressing herself against her as much as possible. God, she wishes she could get under her skin. And of course, frequent kisses. She wishes that she could have her mouth on her at all times.
Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
Autistic rizz. "Me and the hot girl (she'd never call Juno a bitch) I pulled by being autistic" Okay but seriously, it's not entirely on purpose. Or even mostly. She actually was too terrified to express her attraction to her. She avoided her as best she could, never approaching. But Juno wanted to be closer to her so their proximity grew over time.
Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
Kinda. She's very closed off around everyone except Juno. She's far more relaxed and talkative when it's the two of them alone. I know this prompt is specifically about stuff like more exclusive to yandere traits but the times she breaks aren't her true colors. They're extraordinary and really just indicative of her mental state rather than her actual self.
Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
She's not one to punish. In a way, it'd be simultaneously punishing herself. Plus, when she isn't scared and bound, there isn't anything to punish her for.
Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?
Kylar checks her phone in secret and spies on her so I guess she lacks any privacy. She'd never cheat on Kylar or betray her, plus she's not interested in hanging out with the people of the town so she unintentionally follows Kylar's will in regards to being around other people or out and about. They have gotten into arguments when Kylar doesn't bite her tongue about Janus and Sky though. Juno doesn't take it and Kylar very quickly backs down and starts groveling.
Patience: How patient are they with their darling?
Mmmm ehhh it's very situational. And directly correlates with how insane she's feeling. Most of the time she thinks Juno can do no "wrong" and blames herself for her feelings (which, well, are extreme jealousy so yeah she only really has herself to blame(?)) She loses patience extremely quickly when, say, she's in a crazed state like the abduction.
Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
Nope. She doesn't believe she has any reason to keep going if Juno dies. If Juno leaves her, she'd continue stalking incessantly and not even bother to hide it. If she left town at that point, she'd feel the same way as if Juno died.
Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?
Ough she absolutely feels guilty when she calms down. She agrees to let Juno go when she finds that she escaped her bonds. To be honest, she never untied her even when she started feeling bad because she was scared of Juno leaving her for all this. Thankfully, Juno still loves her and doesn't leave her.
Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
I'm still not entirely sure. The sheer social isolation shes experienced is a big factor, though that doesn't really drive someone to the point she's at. Her parents were loving when they were around. Well. I guess losing her parents the way she did wasn't great for her psyche, especially at the age that it happened (when she was 12). Then constantly being around what are basically shadows of them that leave rabbit and rat carcasses around the yard and downstairs. Mental decline speedrun.
Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
When it's not because of her, it's gut wrenching. Juno rarely lets herself cry in front of others, and she only screams when she thinks she's in serious danger. When Kylar is the reason for her crying and screaming, she takes some pleasure from it. She appreciates Juno being so vulnerable to her! And... The sick part of her loves making Juno fear for her life. She loves dominating her since she's always been the one beaten and scorned. It's not Juno's fault, of course. She just needs an outlet for the bottled up hatred in her and Juno's her sacrificial lamb.
Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
Dunno.
Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
Kylar's guilt and self loathing. I've written about that already here so >_<
Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?
Only in fits of jealous rage. She doesn't even threaten her for anything when she feels more normal.
Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?
Juno's basically a goddess to her. Her patron deity. Her guardian angel. She deserves every bit of love and reverence that Kylar can muster. Obviously, Kylar has a small shrine for her. She doesn't make any of this obvious, though. It'd be embarrassing and might scare Juno away.
Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
Just because Juno broke her streak of social isolation, being a pariah, it's pretty immediate. She's not even conscious of it at first. She just immediately becomes fixated on the one kid who offers her relief. It's like one of those parasites that control bugs. She just found herself honing in on Juno. She doesn't actually approach her for a long time, though. For a while, she's content just watching from afar and stalking. Over time, she gets greedier. Then she starts taking creep shots, stealing trash or pens, sneaking into her room during the night. Juno is oblivious to all of this even when Kylar slips up at school or in the street. Of course, she's still too scared to actually approach her. It takes a lot of Juno trying to get her to hang out and nudging from Juno's friend, Sky, to get any real proximity. As she expects, it only makes her yearning worse. It eventually leads up to an accidental confession of her feelings. I still haven't figured out how I want that to play out but I do plan on writing it properly eventually. When they're dating her obsession only festers, and she isn't as scared to make it obvious. She still hides her stalking and whatnot, but mostly is proud to proclaim her love and stay as close as possible to her.
Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?
In one way, she did break her. Before the abduction, Juno was pretty adverse to sex and never let Kylar touch below the waistband. She also never touched Kylar in any sensual way, though she let her hump her leg when she was desperate for relief. After the abduction, she loves sex. She doesn't go out of her way for it still, but she initiates often and reveals a libido that sometimes outpaces Kylar's. While still not exactly a fiend for sex, the difference is night and day.
