#kylar.txt

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

bugs shouldn't be allowed to bite you. i should be the only one allowed to mark up your flesh like that. it's not fair.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

KYLAR!!!!!!! READ THIS RNRNRNRNRNRNRNRNRNRNRNRNR!!!!

(^ if it didn't link this is the link JJddjkdsksk

A world where humans and beastmen coexist. In this world, beastmen are everyone's dream. The main character, Eri, who has no confidence in h

...i think i couldn't send it off anon which would RUIN my secrecy)

the second link worked, thanks. i had the time to sneak off and read it, and... fuck. why would you send this now... how do you expect me to go about the rest of the day thinking about that without trying to get my love to reenact it with me..!

i can use some of the lines from that doujin on them! i want tell them that they're so, so good for me, that they're taking my cock so well... praise them for how cute they are when they're so lewd like that. so lewd for me. tell them about how long i've been waiting to have them like this... how many times i've watched them from afar, waiting to truly make them mine...

i need to breed my darling now. i need to feel them around my cock... so warm around me... i haven't gotten there yet with them, they won't let me yet, but...

maybe they'd like it if i used something on myself. aphrodisiacs. just so that i lose control around them and fuck them hard just like i know they want me to..! just like in this manga... maybe they're just being held back by social norms, and all they need is for me to step in and take them by force. since all they really want is for me to fill them again, and again, and again, until they can't take it... i know they want it.

maybe i could simulate them going into heat instead? i could just take some aphrodisiacs from my lab, sneak them into their food, then... fuck. then they'll beg for me to take them. they'll whine for me, look at me with their cute, pleading eyes, drooling while they beg for my cock in their aching hole... i won't even have to prepare them, that way. i just know they'll just be so ready, so wet for me, so needy, i... fffuck.

...i think i might have some plans after school today, after all.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

tip: pleasuring your darling is one of the best ways to help them (and yourself!) out with stress, and you can even do it when they're asleep!

figuring out a good way to ensure they sleep deeply is useful for a lot of reasons beyond just that, too... i've personally gotten pretty good at adding special medicine into their nighttime drinks.

some yans might be afraid to try helping their loves out in this way for one reason or another... but the results are really great for both parties. i've noticed darling acting so much happier after i spend nights with them, even if they aren't sure exactly why. it makes me so happy in turn! and special time with them decreases my stress for other reasons too, of course...

it's kind of fun to keep the info as a surprise for them later! hehe. maybe i'll show them the video recordings soon.💚

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

costume reveal??

i'm not really wearing a costume... but i'm dressing up a little, since it's not as weird to today. i was thinking it'd be cool to try some vkei makeup too. i still have time before i go and meet with darling, after all.

i already have the pants on, but here's the top i'll wear, anyway.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

follow-up to this. bet you all feel really fucking stupid right now.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

i haven't posted in a while, but i wanted to rant for a bit. i put that part under the cut so that it's not jarring. i mean, it's my blog... but still.

if you forgot who i am, i'm kylar... gamer, animanga fan, and #1 devotee to my beloved partner 💚 (who remains anonymous on here).

anyway... do you ever hate someone so much you want to strangle them?? i'm just so done. some people are so fucking manipulative and entitled to my darling's time and energy and wear them out and take their time away from me... i don't know if i hate it more when their "friends" act fake nice to me to suck up to my beloved (i never buy it, but the bold-faced lying pisses me off to no end), or when they flat-out ignore me as if i'm not one of the biggest aspects of darling's life. these "friends" even victimize themselves and talk as if i'm the villain taking up all of darling's time. even though it's the exact opposite situation!! no one fucking gets our relationship besides us, and it drives me insane when people make all of these assumptions!

darling is mine mine mine and i fucking hate when i can't show that well enough to scare these people away!! i hate that i have things to take care of and can't be there for them all the time... but hate it even more that they feel forced to spend their time on other people in the meanwhile!

everything's so difficult. i just want to live a peaceful married life, where my beloved and i spend our days watching anime in our shared bedroom and don't have external obligations... it'll happen someday, i'll make sure of it. but the road to get there is so fucking hard and frustrating and these other idiots add way too many variables.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

i miss you babygirl. what are you up to these days. how’s the play going. just thinking about you hehehe *twirls hair*

🩷nica🩷

(i'm just going to ignore that last part. stop flirting, i'm taken.)

i've been really busy rehearsing for the play, so i've been less active on here. i want to make sure i can act perfectly for darling. maybe they can even rely on me to help them out if they mess anything up... i've got all the possibilities laid out in my head.

i know darling's been practising for it away from me, and i get it. they might just be nervous to mess up in front of me. (they know i wouldn't care, but still.) i guess sydney's in our play too, so darling asked for us to all rehearse together monday. not really looking forward to that. especially if they're playing the role i think they're playing... i'll just try to ignore sydney unless darling tells me to do otherwise.

i also have something special prepared for my beloved on christmas! i won't spoil it in case they do secretly read my blog. but it's really good, hehe.

other than that..? well, i've gotten even better at watching them sleep, and even found a way to be comfortable while doing it. i recently found underwear of theirs that had fallen under their bed... big win! hasn't been washed so it still smells like them! so i'm doing well overall.

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

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