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Listen and hear me out on this one,

San covering D.ear & Jaehyuns- Try Again.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

I feel like making a youtube channel (and/or IG) where I just practice speaking Korean, making mukbangs, maybe some book reviews, and talking about life. The social anxiety about putting myself out there always gets to me, but the urge to do it keeps coming back somehow...

#kyu thoughts #idk if i'll ever actually do it #but i like the idea of having a lowkey channel like this #having an excuse to actually practice korean (which will encourage me to study more)#it'll encourage me to actually use the makeup i just bought lol #and encourage me to try to make new meals at home today #idk why I'm thinking of this rn tho skskskk

I have nearly 30 thought-posts in my drafts and many of them are actually fire lol. Idk why I never posted them, but I may have to slowly reel them out frfr.

#kyu thoughts #most have to do w/ feminism & gender wars funnily enough sksksk #but dang... i really need to do video essays or something lol

After a quiet fight with stage 4 colorectal cancer (as well as ESRD and other disabilities), my mother passed away yesterday (Monday). The waves of grief hit me differently every day. I'm okay one second, cracking up the next, and crying after that. I'm happy that's she's free and felt like she's sent me signs that she is, but I hate that she's gone and feel overwhelmed by all the changes.

I'm gonna be okay.... I just hate that that this process has only just begun. I wish it was over already.

#kyu thoughts #2026 sucks #being an adult sucks #that “sometimes I feel like a motherless child” song's gonna hit different huh

I just started recording a song w/ this microphone for the 1st time ever (despite having it for years lol), and now it's really hitting me that I can be done w/ this mixtape soon...

#kyu thoughts #music making #watching bangtan's docu today & the process of their album coming together was very inspiring ✨️#it makes me miss the songwriting process and focusing on honing into an idea across multiple songs #also i may or may not be doing a remix to Merry Go Round lol

It's honestly funny the way we can actively be creative, but if it isn't in our preferred form, we don't think it counts.

Yeah, I'd prefer to be scriptwriting my stories right now. I'd prefer to be getting some doll stop motion practice in rn or even some 2d animation practice w/ my light pad. But the only writing I'm doing is for my blog.... And that's still writing! 😅 So why do I act like that doesn't count? 🥲

#kyu thoughts #am writing #writing community #there's no clever way to mention the functional depression I'm dealing w/ rn lol #or how it's lead me to make a conscious effort of prioritizing me living in the present and not in my head #I'm slowly starting to take more care of myself and my environment. Cleaning up all my spaces and practicing healthy habits again #I'm not 100% there yet. May not even be 50%. But I'm still going and that's all that matters ^.^

I think the only reason I've been hating my character art recently is bc the way I draw anatomy makes them too flat. My old artwork was drawn the same way tho, yet looked a lot more fluid? So idk if it's just me forgetting art skills, or if I just need to study making 3d anatomy for a while...

#kyu thoughts #it's prolly both #i know it's gonna take some consistent practice before my art looks as fabulous as I want lol #but everything looks so stiff & ugly lately i just cant 😭#I just bought some stylus pens for five below and I'm thinking of learning digital art/animation for drawing characters #and then just only doing traditional art for non-human things #like landscapes & cityscapes and coffee cups #in fact maybe I just need a break from drawing characters altogether and just focus on nature & stuff around me #it just feels like I can't art anymore despite really wanting to 😮‍💨#but maybe it's time to shift my focus on things I'm not super bad at lol #i mean... I'm not the best at backgrounds either 😂😭#but I feel like I'll be less frustrated with trying to draw a physical classroom w/ desks or the outside of a coffee shop #than trying to draw a kawaii black girl character and it looking effed up bc of the same stiff anatomy #not to mention hands and uneven eyes 🥲💔#anyways im rambling smsmsm #artblr

*curls up in bed* I have almost no voice and no schedules today.. Thank god. *pulls the covers over his head*

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