“How did they find us... how did they find out?"
k-idol inspired starter sentences!
Hands raking through hair, shallow breathing, pacing across the room.
“I don’t—Idon’t know!” Apologetic eyes watches the other flinch from his raisedvoice. I’m sorry.
Everything was so perfectly planned, they double checked, triplechecked that they would be safe.
But all it took was a flash of a camera to teeter their careers on thebrink of exile. Utter humiliation.
“We’re dead.We’re going to get kicked out of EXO and my parents—they’re going to disown me, they might kill me,”he says in a low voice, not meeting the other’s worried gaze. There’s not a hint of playfulness in his tone. He genuinely fears his life. He lets out abitter laugh, before shaking his head. “They always feared this. I loved myparents, I love my parents, but how will they love me anymore when I’m—”He wipes away hot tears away from his eyes. His voice breaks.
“When I’m afucking sodomite? A homosexual whoseduces his members?”
He moves to sit on the bed, opposite of the other, making sure not to touch him. Not now.“My momloved you. Sometimes I thought she loved you more than me…she probably thinks I‘turned you gay’. I’m sorry…I’m so sorry.” Fists clench on his thighs untilknuckles turn bone white, he can’t touch him, not now, not even when his verysoul is aching, calling out for the embrace of the other to sooth his burningregret with a calming balm. “This is all my fault. You weregoing to be a soloist for SM, I was going to be a composer…we could have actedtogether…formed a duo together…” Bone white knuckles move to rapagainst his temples, he deserves all the pain in the world for the pain he’scaused them, after all. He deserves to be sent to the Seventh Circle of Hell, to reside in a burning desert with burning rain falling on his bare flesh. He’s squeezing his eyes shut to release the rest of his tears butit’s no use, they fall from his face like burning rain. “We could have had everything together. I would have givenyou everything…but I ruined it, because I got selfish. I wanted more than justa friendship,” he takes a deep, much needed breath to prevent him fromhyperventilating, “And I was sick of seeing you look at me with those beautiful lipsand those angelic eyes and me not doing anything about it. I’m sorry.”He brings his knees up to his chest as he lay down, shielding his face from hiseverything.
From his past, his future, from his father and from his mother, from allthe members of EXO and Lee Soo-Man, from God, from the world.
“I’m sorry for loving you.”