Recovery
Rollover crash and spine surgery 365 days ago
Struggling to keep my life together as my anxiety unfolds,
Hindered cuz I'm injured, not too many understand my pain
But even if they tried to, it wouldn't fade away
I'm estranged to some loved ones, even those I saw today
They don't understand my battles, their advice is "I should pray"
I get it, it's easy to say that and ignore the person's pain
Yet reality has dropped in on me more times than the rain
I'm not looking for your sorrow or promise of a better tomorrow
I'm content at my lowest point, and still have a few smiles to borrow
The hardest part is remembering all the things I did so freely
Compared to what I can do now, this pain hinders me deeply
But notice I never said I'm done or near depleted
This pain is now a part of me, I WILL NOT BE DEFEATED