#l:etters

[ingeniovsarchive-blog]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity. — 102, 108.

— status: not accepting.

I am not good with words and now you ask me to tell you how I feel about you? Life is challenging, and that is a hell of a challenge to someone like me, my dear. Put my feelings into words is hard, especially when it comes to you. Firstly, I must thank you for everything. If our endless AIM confessions/conversations haven’t made things clear for you, here I say it again: I am lucky to have you in my life. I love you. 

You aren’t flawless, no one is. But even with your flaws, you are perfect in your own way. You laugh at my typos (which I must admit, are lame), you tell me beautiful things, you make me smile. There is something mysterious that makes us bond and never be apart, even when we are. It is a certain unexplainable connection between me and you, don’t you think?

I hope I am able to make you happy; even though you are sometimes sad, or at least be there by your side when you are feeling down. You have no idea of how important you are to me. Thank you once more.

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Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity. — 154.

— status: not accepting.

Pabo! I am lucky that we met. You were the one who introduced me to patbingsu (I can’t believe I had never tried it before meeting you) and you are always a great friend to me. I know we mightn’t talk as often as I wish we did, but there wasn’t a single time I didn’t have fun when hanging out with you. You have this lively aura that makes me laugh and enjoy myself when I’m with you. Even so, you are a pabo, and you always will be one. I feel grateful and happy about you, and I hope I can always make you smile, too.

[ingeniovsarchive-blog]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity. — 505.

— status: not accepting.

And her lips are like the galaxy’s edge. I cannot believe you showed up again just to send me this and, oh, this number. Such a beautiful number and you know why. At this very moment I am smiling at the thought of talking to you once more, hear the cold tone of voice you have, see you smoke while we chat. Truth is that you are a friend who I cherish, and I miss you. Come back, alright? So we can sing more Arctic Monkeys’ songs together. And talk, of course.

[ingeniovsarchive-blog]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity. — 43.

— status: accepting.

My cherished number 43. I don’t know what exactly I should say to you, how exactly to put how I feel about you into words that make sense. First of all, I should thank you for every single moment we shared. Laughter, frowns, smiles, a lot of sniffling and poking, and much more— it doesn’t matter if we were in bad or good situations, we were always there for each other. To help each other out, cheer each other up. And for this reason, I am truly, deeply grateful to have met you. You are a special person who I keep close to my heart. 

Unfortunately, we haven’t talked much during the past week and I genuinely miss our lame, nonsense conversations, I hope we can keep them more often. And also, whenever you need someone to lean on, you know I’m always here for you, right? To listen to you, support you, advise you. To cheer you up and be the victim of other possible skirt edits. Just kidding about that last part. But I am serious about the whole rest. I am lucky to have met you, thank you.

[ingeniovsarchive-blog]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity. — 55.

— status: accepting.

Oh, you. You are so funny, honestly. We don’t talk much, but when we do, I can’t help but laugh, remembering about the breadstick thing. I truly have a good time when I am with you, it doesn’t matter if we just have a small talk about tea vs coffee, hang out or whatever. I wish we talked more, though. You are really nice and an awesome person. 

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Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity.  — 333.

— status: accepting.

You have a good vibe. I can’t explain that, actually, but it is perhaps the energy you bring— it is a good one. We haven’t talked much, I know, but I must say I feel comfortable around you. Our conversation flows and, although they might be weird, they don’t feel weird. In the near future, I might even become a pinkpanda and go to the music shows to cheer for you, girls. It would be cool, wouldn’t it? I still have to learn the members’ names first, but no big deal. I’m trying to associate names with faces. I hope you achieve much success, because you deserve it, and I also wish you the best. I also hope we can talk even more and grow closer. You are really, really nice.

[chyunz]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity.

Number: 13

Dear BUTTFACE,

I really have tons of buttfaces since you people are my best friends. So, where should I start? We got close but a random talk and meet up we have. That day was a lovely day and honestly, stop emphasizing on that noona part when you talk to me. Anyways, continue to stay strong with your girlfriend cause she is so lucky to have a-face-in-a-butt boyfriend like you. And if you're curious about something, no, I won't ever not stop bullying you. Joking. 

You're the best partner in crime and a weird byuntae ever. 

[chyunz]

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity.

Number: 123

Dear buttface #2 aka goddess,

Since you're my best friend, you pretty much earn that title but you were a little late to claim the number 1. I've known you for quite sometime now and it's been really a great journey with you. I always share everything with you from what I eat to what I wear and also what I do. At the same time also, I pretty much share to you everything since you know my love life really well. What can I say? I found a best friend who is really lovely and really understanding. Please always stay cheerful no matter what. You'll find that right man when the time comes. I'll be supporting you on your every decisions you make. 

Please don't leave me alright? Like seriously don't.