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[007n7forsaken]

“ . . . ”

“ . . . ”

[His silence speaks volumes.]

[Grief is loud.]

[007n7forsaken]

Did I struck a soft spot?

Didn't know you had that in you.

I wonder what your kid's reaction would be to know that his father is a person like you, what if he knew about the endless stories that keep people up at night?

The lives you have damaged are irreversibly ruined, like what you did to one of your comrades.

Eliot, but I bet you don't even recognize his name rather than an unfortunate pizza guy. But of course you never cared about their names, unless it was for using your GUI.

But I wonder if the father that seems to care for his child, is only an act so the people that are currently around you let their guards down. If you really cared about your son, you would've attempted to save him rather than watch him get hurt by the others.

He's been relentlessly punched, shot, sliced, and not to mention that each time that happens he calls out to you! Yet you'll only hide your face like a coward you are, only needlessly caring about your survival. Not to mention the fact that your kid has been starving ever since the start of all of this, he's only been trying to look for help from his dad that always seems to be running away from him, practically neglecting him.

Even the other killers treat him better than you did this entire time,

you're certainly the father of the year!

... Why are you here? What do you want from me? What do you gain from this?

Only thick silence and broken tears fill the room now.

[007n7 doesn't want to talk to you anymore. He is left speechless in the wake of your words.]

[The g u i l t has doubled in weight. It's unfathomable at this point.]

[...It seems that there may be something negative building up. One could even call it malicious...]

[007n7forsaken]

[007n7 isn't feeling well and has stopped talking. There are some asks that seem to be bothering him...]

[The g u i l t has become unbearable.]

[Your words have an undeniable weight.]

[007n7forsaken]

you have been banned before, right? What was the banlands like?

7n7 looks traumatized as he answers this particular question.

MrDoomBringer is not forgiving. I am glad I escaped as soon as I did. N— Next question please.

One can only assume what he went through. Perhaps try again later.

[007n7forsaken]

"What do you gain from all of this?"

"Er, I'm just asking a question here, honestly! I have lived long, but you might be one of the most pathetic people I've ever laid my eyes on, an unstoppable exploiter who threw away that life on a whim for a baby who showed up on his door."

"Now due to your poor actions, said baby is now slaughtering everyone, demented, insane and delusional, yikers, a full strike."

"Honestly man, you're outcasted, you lost your kid, your bestie in college is also long gone.. why are you still trying? Elliot hates you, everyone does at this rate, you can barely contribute to the team— I don't think anyone wants you to, lol."

"Why do you try? Is there a purpose? Your son is long gone, ex-college roommate a killer, everyone dislikes you because of your past, better make sure you don't slip into old habits, yeah?"

"Just quit this endeavour, and actually improve yourself, or don't, nobody will really care in particular anyways, the fact that no ones checking up on you is really apparent, right?"

"Get some rest, you'll need it."

... You don't need to remind me of everything I already tell myself daily, I assure you...

I try because I can and I'm allowed to. I do what I want, and I want to try... Even if my son is forever gone—and I doubt that so, so very much—I will still be the man I would've been for him. I won't let this be in vain. There is no useless endeavor, all of this will come together.

It's connected... All of this, I know it is. This can't be a coincidence... Something else has to be at play...

[007n7forsaken]

🎭🌠 ;; IM GLADD Y0U'RE OKAY :^) BUT.

I'm s0rry. :^( Y0u..MMAY NOT KNOW WHAT FOR BUT TAKE MY APOL0GY ANYWAY ! !

i miss you. :^(

- [ @illiterate-bluu-dude, N0li . :^) ]

I... I do wonder what the apology is for, but I do accept it. I— Well, I hate to say this, but... Do I know you from somewhere? My memory hasn't been great since I got here, but you seem so very familiar.