#laban2017

[boseslalake]

Hi everyone!

Reminders for the upcoming Fusion Meetup 2017:

1. We will accept entries until January 22; 10:00 PM PST

2. Once all entries has been validated, you will receive an email confirmation from ME that you need to present upon claiming your ticket.

3. One (1) entry is equal to one (1) VIP ticket.

4. Tickets are non-transferable. If you’ll not be able to attend the meetup, the ticket will be forfeited.

5. You can submit your entries here: https://goo.gl/forms/G7cfDg297lyWeUIt1

So what are you waiting for? Submit your entries now and see you on January 27 for the Fusion Forward 2017!

[jakepullsthetrigger]

1.28.2017 Pagod na akong maghabol - sa oras, sa panahon, sa atensiyon, at iba pa - sa mga tao. Hindi ko naman ipapaubaya kay Batman pero naniniwala ako na kapag mahalaga sa iyo ang isang tao, I guess you won't make him or her feel like shit, yes? I'll let things slide to its proper places - kung sayo, okay. Kung hindi, okay lang din. Tulad nga ng pangako ko sa sarili ko sa simula ng taong ito - I would stop chasing people, and instead. Sabi nga ng kaibigan kong si Mich, I don't want to waste my youth, the next ten years of my life just chasing for other people until I realized I have nothing left for myself anymore -like planning for events for the two of you and you won't go there without him until months and years na ang lumipas and wala nang mangyayari. This year, I will make things happen whether I am alone or not. Go to places. Try new stuff. Go into adventures. Learn more. Make the best out of me. Having someone to share those stories would be nice, but I won't be pushing back my dreams just for the schedule of other people. I am tired of trying to understand. I lust for my own story. And this time, it won't be about other people. It will be about me. And landian? I had enough of that. Tired of it. If you want to hop in into my life, lessen the talk and do an effort to be a part of my world then let's see where it will lead us. So, hello 2017! January's a blast so far! Hello to more adventures!

[jakepullsthetrigger]

One of my 2017 battlecries: Gone are the days that you would need to chase people to fill up your worth. I know what I deserve.

[jakepullsthetrigger]

This Year I Swear

1) Everyday, I will wake up with a fire in my chest and an open mind for the wonders I can be. 2) I am going to be the temple of myself and offer it with flowers from colorful adventures and stories from places, people and experiences. 3) I am going to live without the fear of what ifs. 4) I know what I deserve and I will fight for it. 5) I am going to be fabulous in whatever color, in whatever size, in whatever gender, in whatever situation. 6) I will stop chasing people to complete what I am lacking for myself. Instead, I will chase myself for what is lacking in my life. 7) I will explore the what-can-bes. Boxes are so out of fashion. 8) I will challenge myself everyday rather than staying in my comfort zone and living life in routines. 9) Make the best out of everything. I don't know when I will ever get the chance again. 10) I can waste my time doing nothing when I rest myself in my grave. For now, while I am still breathing, I will huff all the air I can. Visit all the places I want to visit. Be all the person I want to meet. I don't need to get slimmer or hotter or more intelligent to be able to do something. I will make time with the things I love. I will paint my world in neon colors and everyone will be seeing how fabulous I am. I don't give a fuck with haters so calm yow tits doggos!

[jakepullsthetrigger]

7/365

M and I were finishing our film concept the whole morning. And cuddling in between. Hahaha. Well, one of the best mornings indeed. It had been a really long time since I saw mornings that beautiful. So, when M left the condo already to go home, I saw this self-service laundry tarpaulin outside so it sparked my curiosity, plus it is really cheaper than the usual laundry service I avail, so, I tried it. I took all of my laundry clothes amounting to around 10 kilos, hahaha because it has been a month or so since I went to the laundry shop, bought some fabcon and powdered detergent - where I even asked the security guard of the condo regarding how many sachets I should use for my laundry. And then washing started. It was funny that some of the people in the laundry shop were actually helping me and telling me what to do next. Even the customers. Haha. They might have seen how clueless I was. And yes, I was pretty amused that I kept on staring at the washing machine as it does magic like spinning my clothes and putting water and soap automatically and then actually drying it with fire behind the machine and shit like that. Amazeballs. Haha. And so, after washing, I rode Angkas again to meet Slac, Carla and Ankri at Intramuros. We drank a bottle of mucho at a hidden bakery there! Coolio! And we were laughing so hard about so many crazy shit like me putting Ankri's phone inside my boxer shorts and stuff. Hahaha. And then, we were so hungry that we went to the nearby Ministop to literally devour food. Kaya kami tumataba e. Haha. And I flew to Today x Future to meet Roi. On my way there, I saw a dead man freaking lying on the street along Aurora Boulevard. I wonder what happened. Anyway. So, Roi and I started drinking but dear o dear, we have realized how old we have become that we only lasted to two serving of booze that we started craving for Jollibee already. Haha. So, we didn't even finish our second beer and there we went to Jollibee to eat our comfort food! Such happiness.

[jakepullsthetrigger]

8/365

I woke up at around lunch time so my tummy was already asking for food. Haha. Sobrang baboy. Anyway. So, after prepping, I already went down and ate at the nearby karinderya. And as usual, my favorite hotdog and luncheon meat! Haha. And then after that, since I have a lot of work shit to do, I already went to Tipsy Bean - it is a pretty chill coffee place with fast wifi and working electricity sockets and cheaper coffee and nice chill music here in Mandaluyong, in front of California Garden Square. Anyway, I spent around 6 hours there just finishing my decks. Haha. And then Cha told me to join her and Patrick at SM Megamall. I missed those two so I hurriedly went there. We were supposed to watch in the cinema but wr just decided to walk around the mall and be crazy talking about stuff. Haha. We went to Cha's office after where we just smoked. There was sadness in the air with the news they told me. To be honest, I felt a huge punch in the chest after hearing that. I love them so much that I couldn't make them see how sad I am with the news. So, I just shifted myself to kinda become perky and light. But fuck yeah. I hope that there is something else, right? It's sad.

[jakepullsthetrigger]

3/365

Fuck, I am barely doing my daily diary post shit. Hahaha. Anyway, first day of work. Fuck again. This day has been really busy. Not to mention that I have 200 emails to read and check and that 3/4 of them are addressed to me. Oh well papel. And today is miss E's birthday! I love her like a grandma! I guess everyone in the office love her for her very warm and motherly figure! So, we surprised her today with a birthday cake and some simple handa! Hihi. I know that the whole week will be a really crazy ride so I decided to catch up with the MMFF films today. My officemates told me to join them Vince and Kath and James and I did. I thought at first that it would be a pretty shitty film but oh no, the main actor is really great and I was overdosed with kilig and laughter and tears from time to time while watching the film! We finished at around 9:00 P.M. My officemates were already leaving the cinema house when I decided to watch Seklusyon for the last film showing. M has been giving a really good review about it. So, I watched it alone as I hope that I would not be too scared. The film is good with its brave concept and creepy feels. I just hope that the actors acted better. Just my two cents, guys. And that wraps up my day!

[jakepullsthetrigger]

5/365

Actually, I don't really know what's the highlight of this day. Well, it's the first hardcore OT night of the year. Left the office at around 2 in the morning with EJ and Jayme. Haha. What's actually nice is that we were talking intimately about so many stuff while in the office. We barely catch up that much. I mean, I love those kinds of nights where you and your friends would unexpectedly start talking about so many things and everyone's sincere.