The Sandman @jakepullsthetrigger - Tumblr Blog

Kinda clean the room after a while and now, unto a sponty trip to LU. Thank you to dear Cha for coming to the rescue haha lol.

Oh I've been looking for someone to watch it together live. I just shared their live with that exact caption. Hahaha. I'm crying right now. Someone dear from my office is resigning very soon and all I've shown her is the silent persona of me. She brought laing that she cooked for us for a team lunch but I didn't show up. I just messaged her how sorry I am for not being able to join the lunch earlier. Hahahaaays. I hate me self. Yeah, this may be the Tequila talking cause I'm not this spontaneous. Minus this spirit, I may be just lurking in your blogs. Hehehe

JC

Hahaha so I guess I should take advantage of the tequila - before you totally stop talking to me. But how do I reach out to you on SPIT’s next show?

Also, laing seems like a nice food! For sure, your officemate will surely understand that. And showing your appreciation should not stop in the office, right?

I've been reading each entry you have here and to be honest, it's in your mind where I want to drown myself. Work has been tough lately. I just started being silent at work. Started ignoring my workmates again. I hate myself. I'm just the worst. I'm watching The Spit Facebook Live, a good laugh. I love your playlist. Tequila's halfway empty.

JC

Haha how funny we’re both watching SPIT now. Planning to watch it live as I live nearby. Want to watch it with me? Also, is this the tequila talking?

Can't decide what to watch and ended up picking a science documentary instead. Nat Geo: Journey to the Edge of the Universe while trying to finish a bottle of Tequila. Gaaddd I'm tired of this path I'm traversing. I just wanna be with the stars up above knowing that someone down here is admiring, and appreciating my beauty, or maybe a blackhole cause I just keep on dragging people in my silent yet destructive nature. Hehehe. Hello, Jake. Kumusta? I hope you're doing fine. What's your go-to series/movie to watch? Or a go to playlist?

-JC

Hi. Last night, I fell asleep crying while listening to random sad songs popping in my head. I think they were able to somehow form a playlist. Sharing some of the songs that I can still remember here:

1. Luna - The Cheats

2. Listen Before I Go - Billie Eilish

3. Fix You - Coldplay

4. Never Felt So Alone - Labyrinth

5. Numb Little Bug - Slo

Life is tiring, still. Let’s talk?

Happiest Holidays, folks!

I was thinking about you lately because I've started reading/watching The Sandman, something I heard from you first in 2010-2011. Glad to see you're still here and looking great!

Enjoy the read! :) I hope you are also doing well.

long nights

So what do you honestly do when things start losing meaning?

Yess!! Friendss! 💖Good night!

Haha, good night night!

whattttt i remember i anon din before and asked if you like girls? Sorryyyyy!! :<

pero you are still out of my league soooo imma admire you from afar nalang 🥹💖

Waitt teka joke lang kasi. Di ako straight hahaha. Friends?

I hate that you're gay... maybe i just need to transform nalang din and maging gay (tumatanggap ka po ba ng may kepay huhu). U SOOO CUTE :<

Str8 pu c Aq

Combat anxiety with… pagpapa-cute.

here i am again. it’s 5:50 in the morning.

the morning commute from Antipolo can sometimes (or most of the time) be painful. earlier at 5:15am, there was a long line already for the transpo going to Ayala. I decided to take the usual route of minibus to Megamall-then-cab to Makati because the line was shorter and there were more buses.

convenience. well, a lesser evil.

now, Ortigas Extension is moving slowly. vehicles flocked the road on a Monday morning. other commuters beg for empty buses or cabs or jeepneys or fx, whatever it is, while waiting on the roadside. it’s like asking for alms. students, employees, teachers, senior citizens, couples, people with weary eyes, people with dry smiles, people who are shooting for the stars, people with life - so many people, thriving in this meat grinder jungle.

and i wonder, what’s the purpose of living. a thought - striking like lighting. what’s the point of all of these feelings and memories and hardwork and trying to live. the living only weeps for the dead. saints and heroes are bestowed to the dead. maybe someday, i will know.

-6:00A.M, Nov 20; Ortigas Extension

#personal #thought