[Description: 1) brown round #Transgender #Queer w/ sky blue tank sits at pool with a #Labhound. 2) Same Queer wears sunglasses & no shirt in pool. 3) video of brown feet & legs swishing in pool 4) laptop in wooden table with flower bouquet at sunny tree-filled windowsill. 5) brown person floats on gold flamingo float in a pool 6) mixed Black #Nonbinary wears sunglasses & Black shirt in selfie with labhound & Brown round queer by pool. 7) same mixed Black #Nonbinary sits at pool reading with dog. 8) silver bowl of pancit 9) video of raw oysters grilling & sizzling. 10) teary eyed brown dachund in pink party hat. 11) venn diagram that reads in lime "The Earth", taupe "Getting hotter but less stable with every passing year," & in pink "Me".] photo dump #1. This week was my birthday week. I grilled oysters, waded in water, listened to trees, cuddled my dog, made pancit from my pamilya recipe, laughed with my beloved. I didn't think I'd make it to 21. I've made it through my 30s. In this decade I: survived homelessness, survived abusive partnerships, survived medical complex, had 7 surgeries including hysterectomy, wrote 2.5 books & countless speeches, loved 2 dogs, routinely fed over 12 cats, founded & left many collectives, embraced ancestors blood & queer alike. This is the summary an earth sign scribbles in the middle of the woods over a mug of coffee. I'm 40. As a #Nonbinary #Transgender #Disabled POC, I really don't have many models. So yeah. There's that joy & unknown! So many times I didn't want to be here. But I am. I'm still here. I can't believe it. Thank you for your support & glow that keeps nourishing, that keeps us here together🥄😷💜 ______ #Filipinx #Birthday #Virgo #Spoonie (at The Catskills) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUBte_cAhVe/?utm_medium=tumblr












