#ladyasheofkirkwall

[feyriane]

400 Followers Giveaway - Third Prize for ladyasheofkirkwall​, who asked for Fenris :)! I hope you like it!!

[feyriane]

Giveaway Prizes : Progress

I’m so sorry for the time it’s taking - it’s my fault only, and I don’t have any excuse. Those past months, I’ve been down way too many times to be productive, or to do things like I wanted - and like you deserved. Didn’t want to botch these drawings. But now I’m gonna do them, as well as I can. After all, it was to thank you, my followers. You deserve no less :)

Third Prize (ladyasheofkirkwall): Sketch - Lineart - Base Colors - Lights, Shadows, Textures - Background - Last details

Second Prize (raging-insomniac): Sketch - Lineart - Base Colors - Lights, Shadows, Textures - Background - Last details

First Prize (prisillysaurus​): Sketch - Lineart - Base Colors - Lights, Shadows, Textures - Background - Last details

[feyriane]

To my giveaway winners (prisillysaurus​, ladyasheofkirkwall and raging-insomniac): don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten about you!!! Life has been a little harder for me lately, so I’ve only done the sketches so far. I love your requests, I’m certainly not forgetting about them <3!

[adaliasinclair]

"Don’t listen to them. Don’t you EVER listen to them." Use that with Ashe and Balthier!

Ashe sat at the bar, watching Vaan examine the listings for Hunts, presumably to earn the money required to move on to their next goal. Sighing, she glanced away, looking at the alcohol lining the shelves. Unfitting for a princess, no doubt, and she wouldn’t be swayed from her goal. “Dalmasca will be returned to her former glory.” She murmured stubbornly under her breath. "Pssh. What former glory? We’ve always been a tiny country with nothing more than a desert that turns deadly." A drunk a few seats down had managed to hear her, and took a swig of his drink. Enraged, she burst to her feet, drawing her cloak further over her features, lest anyone recognize her as she stormed out of the bar. Outside, heavy heat beat against her fine features as she lifted her face to the sun. Her hands fisted as she glared at the deep blue sky, angry somehow that it hadn’t changed. My entire world was flipped wrong-side around, and yet the sky still blazes in the same blue shade?

"Hey." Balthiers lazily deep voice sounded from next to her, and her gaze flitted to his in shock. He raised a sardonic eyebrow. "What, you believed your dramatic exit to have been unnoticed? You wound me, princess." He gave a lazy shrug. "But, it’s your prerogative if you want to mind a drunks word."

"Am I to ignore the voice of my citizens?""When they speak against themselves such? If you are to keep sight of that lofty goal you hold to yourself," He smirked, referring to her not so quietly murmured statement earlier. "Then it’s simple. Don’t listen to them. Don’t you EVER listen to them.""But-"

"Any man who speaks so freely against his country as that, isn’t truly a part of his country. Believe me." His eyes were sober a moment, before he grinned wickedly, and stylishly spun a gun around his finger. "Or don’t. As I said, princess, it’s all your prerogative." Spinning on his heel, he turned and walked into the bar. After a contemplative moment, and a secret, soft smile, Ashe followed with a straight face and emboldened resolve. 

((That good?))

[adaliasinclair]

Just something to think about,

I recently realized that, despite all the crap (and trust me, despite not boring you with the details, there's a lot of it), that's going on in my life, I still find moments to be happy. 

And I wanted to let a few people on here know just how much of that is because of them. It's not often anymore that I get giddy about things, but when I'm talking to Alice or Kairi, I feel giddy, and find myself giggling aloud and shaking with happiness. Just from the sensation of having a friend. Of forgetting, for a few moments, all the pressure to be an adult. 

I enjoy listening to their problems, though I sincerely wish they had none, and I'm very grateful when they listen to mine. I greedily read anything they post, excited to have an interaction with them. I feel creepy, from time to time, with just how voraciously I am coming to adore these two, and I hope I never creep them out. I'm not extremely used to having friends, but I treasure the fact that they put up with me, and honestly seem to enjoy talking to me. 

One of the issues I struggle with is feeling important to people. Unfortunately this only causes me to withdraw into myself, and talk to fewer people, which makes me feel like I matter increasingly less. I stopped actively looking forward to initating contact with people a while ago, but through tumblr and meeting these lovely ladies, it's starting to come back. 

That, and they, mean more to me than they could possibly imagine. 

So Thank you. 

(especially if you actually read all of these, dang it turned out longer than I thought it would.) 

[im-just-tess]

ladyasheofkirkwall replied to your post “(OOC: So my old roommate got LR and I’m too broke to buy it…)”

I feel you. My dad refused to let me preorder it so Im just sitting here hoping I can find a way to get it.

(I just really... I could have got it but I had something come up so I had to take my money from my game fund. But if my old roommate wont let me borrow it i s2g i will storm her dorm to get my games back and not lend her anything again...)