#lakiku

[kicauanwulan]

“The strongest drug that exists for me is you.”

And always about you

[kicauanwulan]

I love the smell of your skin...

[kicauanwulan]

How I believed I would never be anything. How I sobbed on hardwood floors, begging you. How I hated myself because you angry with me. How I let you dictate my happiness. How I believed only your opinion.

How is only about you

[kicauanwulan]

I can’t really explain why I feel a certain way about you. Why I click with a man like you than others or why I suddenly feel connected to you. I feel like God brings us closer because these are what we need in our lives right now. We will teach other an important lessons about life or about ourselves.

There’s a reason why God moves my heart toward a specific person like you and a reason why I get attached to you.

Because I know that the day we met, you are the person who is meant to stay forever, we’d be able to spot each other from a mile away, we’d recognize each other in a crowded room because we finally understand the difference between someone who touches our hand and someone who touches our soul. 

My twinflame

[kicauanwulan]

My heaven, my earth, my youniverse...

[kicauanwulan]

I shouldn’t be a second choice. I shouldn’t be a replacement. I shouldn’t be what someone settles for when they’re running out of options.

I shouldn’t be a plan B. I shouldn’t be someone’s maybe. I shouldn't be someone's what if. I shouldn’t be the person someone reaches out to only when you’re lonely or only when you want attention.

I shouldn’t be a temporary solution. I shouldn’t try to convince someone to give me a chance or text me or call me. I shouldn’t let anyone make me feel like I have to work too hard for the simplest things.

I should be someone’s first choice. I should be someone’s plan A. I should be someone’s all in instead of one foot in and foot out.

What should if there is no should?

[kicauanwulan]

Sometimes I wonder were you a friend I loved, or were you the lover I turned into a friend?

You

[kicauanwulan]

Been Cheated on. Lied to. Left for someone else. Dropped with no explanation. And I met you. And you teach me how to love, like I've never been hurt.

All about you