#lakinonsense

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I will never finish anything

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First week: Wow! This technique is so efficient, I can just create images by painting blobs and never worry about sketching again!

Second week: Waaahhhh where are my sketches I need my sketches

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I need to work more. I need to contribute more. I need to draw more. I need to post more. I need I nneedrddsfshssjjdjsjkw *melts*

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I spent the last two weeks working on a Leosaya piece. I made like three attempts, without the study sketches. I screwed up all three versions. I am not touching that thing with a ten foot pole in the nearest month.

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Unprompted confession: I hated Leosaya when I first got into Danganronpa at eleven, but the pairing grew on me when I was like thirteen or fourteen, and now it is basically my whole online persona.

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So I did some calculating and it turns out I posted fifty Leosaya artworks, both here and on Reddit. I guess I gotta push it to one hundred now???

Also fursona I guess

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After several months of learning realism I have to confess: I miss drawing freely and intuitively, without tons of references or meltdowns. But when I actually put the technical aspects aside and just draw to capture the vibe, I usually end up with another anime scribble (like the picture above). It sounds silly, but it really kills the enjoyment of art for me and it made me want to quit for good so many times.

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Sometimes I want to make vent art but then I realize I wouldn't be able to take myself seriously, so I drew myself as a funny sobbing cartoon cat.