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[thewolfatno9]

Having OCD and Fatigue at the same time is fucking devastating, man

I don't have the energy to do my compulsions, and I just keep staring at unfinished chores and sobbing to myself because it's Not Right

[thewolfatno9]

Sometimes I am a solitary mad scientist mixing potions in his lab. Sometimes I am a lone wolf wandering the mountains. Sometimes I am a small puppy being fed chicken for being good and not biting. Sometimes I am an eldritch horror drenched in blood. Sometimes I am an itty bitty kitty eating expensive tuna. Sometimes I

[thewolfatno9]

Gimme Warrior Cats to doodle I'm sad and bored

[thewolfatno9]

Rereading A Dangerous Path and Fireheart I love you but you are a fuckin idiot

"Oh one of ThunderClan's senior warriors is worried about dogs, and Cinderpelt had a dream that involved the word 'pack.' What could it possibly mean??"

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1 HOUR TIL GC LIVE ALBUM

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I made a reaction image! feel free to use 💕

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Something for my fellow tired bitches

[thewolfatno9]

1 month on T

Family members and partner have pointed out a crackle in my voice and have said it sounds deeper. I can no longer go shrill without my voice cracking.

I definitely smell different. I shower a lot more just because. Boy Stink.

Literally in the first week my face was super oily. It also feels slightly rougher but that might just be placebo, idk

Hot flashes. I fuckin hate em. Woke up one night and couldn't go back to sleep for 3 hours, even with the fan on and covers off.

Body hair is growing quicker. Not necessarily darker just yet, but it's there. Also getting a bit of a shadow on my chin

In general, I'm feeling a lot more chilled out and confident.

Although I find it funny that I was scared about not being able to cry. I've had plenty of meltdowns that would beg to differ xD

TMI and N$FW under the cut

Had a weird mini-period like a week in and haven't had anything since. I'm hoping this means they've stopped? But we'll see how it goes

Sex drive is obviously a lot higher. My dick literally wakes up at the mere mention of sex. Hell, even bringing attention to my dick at all wakes it up. Would be fun for some, but I'm pretty asexual xD

Bottom growth is happening too. It itches. It's giving me euphoria and everything but it's also annoying :p