Sep 12, 2015
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Welcome to my world. Explore my art. Thank you. Love.
071214
im on a journey for change & let's get one thing clear ..... im doing this for ME & me ONLY. i'm not doing this so men will pursue me. i'm not doing this so girls will be my friend or so people will think im dope as fuck. i'm doing this for ME, the girl who walks in my shoes. ME. the girl who knows EVERY SINGLE laugh & tear i went through. ME. so please ..... stop telling me how much my change will benefit other people because i'm not doing any of it for them. i'm trying to make me happy.
062314
i want to share this feeling of hurt that i experienced recently but i don’t think it’s appropriate to blog about at this time . one day but not at this moment … but what i can say is that anything that does not kill you , makes you stronger . that saying has been embedded into my life as a little girl & to this day its as true as it was then . you have to go through things in order to grow & in my last post , when i mentioned how i’ve allowed people to hurt me as a step in this change i’m progressing in , i meant it in a healthy way . i believe you have to experience getting your feelings hurt & taking each “loss” as a lesson learned . i feel like a different person in many ways because of this situation . i allowed myself to step outside of my comfort zone & to try different things in hopes of seeing better results & unfortunately it didnt work out but it worked out in another way. God is so awesome & i’m amazed & immensely proud at this woman i look at in the mirror because she’s evolving phenomenally & the only person she is truly indebted to is herself .
its nice that you still call to see how i am …
& of course it wouldn’t be you if you didn’t try to make me laugh
& it definitely wouldn’t be like us if i didn’t read you part of my book til you fell asleep
& it wouldn’t be me if i didn’t sit back & look at you peacefully sleeping on my lap wondering “what if” ……..
im not sure what happened between that phone call & you being here in my living room but i can't deny , a little piece of me is happy
*to be continued