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This post has nothing in particular, just me getting comfortable in Freeman's lab coat 🫶🏼🩷
Like fr it is so comforting 🥺🩷 (I wonder how would it smell like, I bet Gordon smells like heaven on earth...🥰), (ALSO DID MY HAIR LIKE HIM TODAY !!)
*Me planing my next project*
Also me: GETTING DOWN TO WORK ‼️
Sup y'all, prob my greatest project so far... 🥺🧡🩷
Like fr THIS is my BIGGEST FANTASY. ME, FREEMAN AND A ROSE FIELD 🥹🩷
I felt so proud I even made a short vid abt it... 🫶🏼🥹
Anyways HERE'S THE EXTRAS + the rough concept it was based on, ended up shifting stuff but still gorggg 🩷🫶🏼
He was an HEV operator,
I did Ballet,
What more can I say...
Such difference, but also such relation...
2 years, of you and me... 💗🧡
30/07/24
OMG OMG 2 YEARS OMG THIS IS INSANE HELP MEH I LOVE MY HUSBAND SO MUCH WRAHHHH !!! <3 <3
If I could, I could thank him for every moment he's in my life, he's the one I live for while being in a world I have nothing to live for... I love him so much, and I really hope that out there, he loves me too. He keeps me on my feet and just looking at him gives me a big smile on my face, he's my only source of happiness in a world where all I knew was abuse and trauma. I am thankful and grateful for having him in my life. and when I said in the beginning 'if I could'... I can, and I'm taking the chance to say 'thank you' for him... Probably for the millionth time, but I feel like I need to all the time...
I love you my gordon, thank you for being here with me. 💗🧡
💗 I'm old 💗
🧡🩷 INTRODUCTION 🩷🧡
Real Love is temporary, Fictional Characters are forever <3
About the s\i, me ! <3
ʚ Eliya\Eli 🩷 She\Her 🧡 20 🩷 Asexual Fictosexual ɞ
☢️ Am I new to the Selfship Community? Nope ! Done it for years but finally found out about and joined the community since january from Twitter !! (It is dying so I came here-)
☢️ What will I be posting? Selfship stuff and arts I make, me and my f/o (mainly !) and some reblogs of cute f/o imagines !!
☢️ My motives? To normalize selfshipping, Fictosexuality and Fictophilia !! It is helping to all of us in so many ways. if it's coping, to cure trauma, or anything else <3 (whoever claims that's a fetish istg ur DONE.)
About my f\o ! <3
🩷 Gordon Freeman from Half-Life !! 🧡
☢️ Headcanons ? Yes !!
Random headcanons:
Height (in canon): 1.88 / 6' 2"
Personality; tough, strong and stoic around others but only around me alone he shows his other side he keeps just for me.
he has PTSD like me.
(May add more !)
☢️ Other stuff ? Yes !!
❥ He is a mute
❥ He is a Theoretical Physicist
❥ Is 27 years old (i am not a minor !!)
(May add more !)
☢️ What is he for me? My husband ! <3
☢️ Date of him becoming my f/o? July 30th, 2022 \ Marriage anniversary date: December 13th, 2022
☢️ Comfortable with sharing?
No ! Canon x Canons or Selfships/Selfshippers including him are My Severe Triggers !! It is very important to me to protect myself and to keep my selfship space safe !! (Will block every account that has my filtered tags and doubles.)
Side Note: if your f/o list does include him as platonic or familial i will be uncomfortable as well for various reasons but if your f/o list doesn't include him at all you're perfectly fine for me to interact with. I just love that he's mine alone, and that is it.
So please, CanonxCanons/Selfshippers with him DNI, Thank you.
Other Stuff !! <3
☢️ Tags and Pair names !
#🧡| Gordeliya Freemeli |💗
#🧡| HEV Suited Lovers |💗
#Gordeliya Freemeli
#Gordon Freeman x Eliya Freeman
#Lambda Roses
#🧡☢️x🌹💗
#🧡💗| My Freeman !! <3
#Freemeliya
☢️ TWs (Trigger Warnings) !
Yandere, Obsessive Love and my delusional being (I LOVE BEING DELUSIONAL, not okay with it? The door is open for you to leave.)
Blood and Weapons (in drawings and in posts I upload/repost)
nsfw content I may upload or repost !! Filter these tags that I made for y'all so you'll stay comfy !! #nsfw warning ‼️💗 #suggestive warning ‼️💕
DNI !! <3
DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE ANY OF THOSE !! IF INTERACTED YOU WILL BE IMMEDIATELY BLOCKED !!
Sexist / Racist / LGBTQIA+phobic / ableists / Freemanphobic / MAPs / Proship / Comship / Shota / Loli / Incest / Antisemitic Nazis / Terfs / NFTs or AI Art / Pro SH / Pro Life / Anti Feminism / Politically Active / Half-Life or HLVRAI community or fandom people (y'all are unholy and disgusting, get the fuck out.).
People pretending to be me (Doubles and supporters of doubles, canon x canon/oc of ANY KIND, WOMAN OR MAN, ANYTHING).
he's mine and only mine. :)
Social Media !! <3
☢️ SpaceHey - https://spacehey.com/eliyafreeman
☢️ Discord - eliyafreeman
♡ !! NEW !! - Click here to browse stuff abt my ship !! Art, refs and etc !! (Google Drive Folder) ♡
Ending !! <3
Will be happy to make selfship moots !! 🩷, I will be happy to interact and be friends with you and support your selfship !!
See y'all on the flip side !! 🩷🧡
Blinkies were made in blinkies.cafe !! Check it out <3
*Me, seeing the Anomalous Materials Lab in my high school*
My mind:
All the time will be now 😞💗
Getting a piece of clothing or something your f/o has (in my case it's Freeman's lab coat and glasses :D) is definitely a life accomplishment 🧡🩷
I dyed my hair ginger like him too,,,
I may not be the greatest model in town but I just wanna show off bro :(
