#last limbs

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

Please don’t tell me to listen to upbeat music to change my mood because it doesn’t work. Last night I played such upbeat music I went to sleep fine but woke up feeling like death washed over. I continued to play different upbeat music hoping it would change my mood but I just feeel so disconnected from everything. I surround myself with colorful pictures but I just see black all around. Everything just feels like a lie. If music can’t save me, what can?

[professortussy]

do you ever feel greedy like you need every single last dollar you can get because otherwise you might not survive?

that’s how i feel and have felt all month.