#late enough

[altoputoarchive]

@rapgodkth this is depression with a side anxiety for wasting time erasure

[lizrupeecakes]

I miss talking to you... I miss being your friend. But I don't know if it's possible for that to happen again. And even if it did, it wouldn't be the same

[zoerammy]

testing new brushes ~

[bukiberrywaffles]

always stuck between

"no one ever wants to talk to me *sigh*

and

"...but i don't wanna talk to you..."

...or you...

or you.

[basernent]

I don't think most of my friends realize this because of my present situation but...

I still think a lot about suicide.

The thoughts aren't as heavy but they are, still, as frequent as before.

But the difference is I don't let them get to me as much. I don't entertain them lately, but they're there. And a lot of opportunities have presented themselves to me wherein I could easily do the deed, but I didn't.

I still believe I'm capable of doing it, though.

[itsrabbidseason]

 

[mybodyisabezoar]

I need a haircut.