1.: I'm happy, that from time to time I get new followers! I am at 20 at the moment, with 2 new followers today, and it sure feels nice :)
I know there is a long way ahead me, but if I will never grow over this number, I will still be happy and thankfull to each and every one of you!
Thanks for the follows! :D
2.: I noticed, I never introduced myself properly (or in any way for that matter... ^^")
So my name is Zoltán Lenkova, or known by you as Orange Riff. I'm from Hungary. (spare me the hungry jokes :D) I'll be turning 26 this year, and I managed to split from my family a few months ago. I'm living in a flat with a nice view, wich I get to see every morning and night. (and I don't know which I like better :D) I work at a video game store, and I have to tell you, I love my job, and not only because I can work with things I like, but also because I get to work with/meet a lot of people. You see, I like to help people for the fun of it, and I feel like a jerk when I tell anyone about it, because I feel like I'm polishing my ego...
Single at the moment, as I broke up with my fiance a few weeks ago, so I tend to get a bit lonely sometimes, but I have nice caring friends and all of you guys, so I think I'm fine right now :)
Introductions... Check :D
Next up...
3.: I might be wrong, but it seems like my bad habbits are rubbing off on this place...
I tend to get disappointed in myself, because I always jump between a bunch of things I like, but I don't invest nearly enouh energy and/or time in any of them, to get at least on a decent level, even if I seem to have some talent in them.
- I love music, and I've been wanting to work in some music related job for years now. I've played the bass in two bands so far and wrote a bunch of songs for them. If you're interested then hit up youtube and do a search on Dark Cherry, or Rhythm Faces. Lately I've been trying to improve my skills in songwriting, but the above mentioned problem seems to haunt this part as well.
- I also like to draw, but I get discouraged easily, even if I sometimes manage to draw some nice pictures. I never thought about getting a job in this line, but I know, that with my current set of skills I wouldn't stand a chance. I know I should draw a lot to get better, but most of the time I just feel like "meh..." when I sit down in front of the blank sheets and I skip it for something else. I don't feel that much motivated, but at the same time I feel sad about it...
- I love games/books/movies with great stories! Those are my weakspot, I tell you!!
- I tried to pick up writing a bunh of times when some good ideas came up, but I can't finish long stories, because I get easily distracted, and contradict myself while thinking about the details of the stories. I have some shorts published here and there, but nothing big (maybe I'll copy some of them here sometime :) )
- I play a lot of games! i picked them up as a work hazard I guess :D
I mostly play RPGs and JRPGs because of the stories and the characters, but I don't finish a lot of those I start, because I don't hve time, or some new game comes out, and I get distracted by it...
- I have quite a good build for sports (or at least had; lately I've gained some weight...) and played basketball for a few years, but I quit...
- I have a good head for a lot of things, like math, languages, and other academics, but I dropped out of higher education, because I didn't study enough, because I always got distracted by other things...
And I think you can see the pattern by now.
I have problem with chosing what to do with my time, and I have a problem with focusing on things. :(
I tend to get distracted easily - sometimes I start to stare at something, like tv or pictures, while speaking with others, and I feel realy bad, when they notice, but I can't do a thing about it. I try to concentrate realy hard sometimes, but it doesn't seem to help a lot...
So back to the blog:
I noticed I started dropping off a lot of different stuff here, and I got affraid this place might get too diverse in content. So if it should come to it, I'm really sorry in advance!
And I think that was it for this post!
Thanks if you read through, and sorry if it was too much.
I feel a bit under the weather lately, and some of the above things have a lot to do with it, but I'll be okay! :)
