Dec 30, 2011
With the new year approaching I feel so much pressure to get my life together...but all these agendas and lists I've put together are starting to overwhelm me. I've learned so much about myself and my surroundings in the past year. For a fact, it has made me more selective about who I talk to and trust...and through several mishaps, made me realize what I really, truly want to do. Ive made countless mistakes...I've honestly even relapsed in on drugs and did nothing to control myself, at first. Slowly... Im picking myself out of this rut that I've dug too deep. It's hard, but I'm willing to leave it all behind.. with time. 2012 will be one hell of a year for me. Shits about to get ten times more real than 2011.