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"If you ain't got nothin' to live for, you best find somethin' to die for." Christina. SoCal. Chinese, Vietnamese, & Filipino. Good Company, good vibes. Some people say I think negative, I'd like to call it being a realist. There's just somethings in this world that you cannot obtain no matter how hard you work at it. ||myphotos|| scatteredthoughts&opinions|| of y'all here.

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Silly of me to trust you. Fully aware of it, yet im just so ..

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Lol

Fuck you.

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My partner in crime<3

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Black hurrr ..

I have no idea what to do with hair this black. Eyeliner is too dramatic & dark clothing clashes :/

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Good things come with patience.

Stylist at Guess and Barista at Starbucks.. this is too good to be true.

Patience paid off...thank God<3

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hello

Hey! How're you doing?

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Came up today while thrifting... three blouses, a sheer cardigan, h&m cropped sweater and my best find; the shoes..for $20.

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What a shitty day ..

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Don't judge the decisions I make...without even knowing why. What I choose to do with my life...that is for me to decide. A lot of thought and rationing has been done before I fully put my heart into anything. Doubts and fear are inevitable but sometimes you just gotta get over it..

Funny how things can change a person so drastically...heh.

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LOL.

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Getting back on my grind... so relieving.

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Happy newyears eve ~ !

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With the new year approaching I feel so much pressure to get my life together...but all these agendas and lists I've put together are starting to overwhelm me. I've learned so much about myself and my surroundings in the past year. For a fact, it has made me more selective about who I talk to and trust...and through several mishaps, made me realize what I really, truly want to do. Ive made countless mistakes...I've honestly even relapsed in on drugs and did nothing to control myself, at first. Slowly... Im picking myself out of this rut that I've dug too deep. It's hard, but I'm willing to leave it all behind.. with time. 2012 will be one hell of a year for me. Shits about to get ten times more real than 2011.

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Sometimes...you gotta give it all up and move the fuck on.

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I dont know how it came down to this... how we ended up like this. Did we get "carried away"? Maybe. I may not know much but what I do know for certain is that I am done with this shit. I dont know why I even gave mind and worried myself sick over such an insignificant matter.