#latenightgarbage

[m1az66]

Who knew Life

Would be The

Harbinger of Death

Collecting more tolls

Than Charon in the lift

Popping banger after banger

Right into my chest

Squeezing out the memories

From in between my teeth

First fall, last call

It all becomes a mess

Someone should'a wrote a book

How Life can give a beating

Simple living, easy breathing

All that shit is cheating

Honey don't stop

Dripping from the leaves

Gather up the sugar

But it ain't feel that sweet

Take a look around

Before you're buried in the ground

Cuz this shit's got a limit

And the scales are starting tippin'

[m1az66]

Your cursed lips

Pursed and waiting

Tainted by the dark wine consumed

Suggestive and mesmerizing

What lies were told

That I took as truths

Fooled me wholly

Into folly love

And grew more abundant

Each passing day

Oh how the bats cry

As my pale sorrows

Continue to fly

Deep into the abyss

Of eternal doubt

And spine tingling fears

[m1az66]

I KNOW YOU FEEL IT TOO

I AM ANGRY

I AM LIVID

I AM AGHAST

AND I KNOW YOU FEEL IT TOO

BUT I WILL NOT QUELL

THESE FEELINGS

I WILL NOT STAY SILENT

ANYMORE

I WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT

and although I am scared

and unsure

and a single lone being

I WILL STAND UP

AND I WILL FIGHT

I WILL PERSIST

AND PUSH THROUGH

I WILL SOAR

HIGH ABOVE

and face all my fears head on

and I know you feel it too

[m1az66]

Muddied Dreams

I feel like a sprout

Buried deep beneath the soil

Cocooned in my little cozy shell

And I like it

I like being curled up warm

Surrounded by myself alone

But I know it's not where I belong forever

... ... ...

I think I'd like to stay for now though

Because I'm afraid

Of the journey from dark to light

It's just something I'm not ready to face yet

I'm too scared

And the risks seem too heavy to bear

So I'll stay below

Buried in muddied dreams

Soaking up the water

Filling my soul with grief

[m1az66]

No Title Necessary

No Title Necessary

I think I can make it pretty clear

I have not done

Nor shall I do

What you want me to.

I will not confine

To your mortal

Space and Time.

I will drift out

Into Blissful Abyss

Absorbing the Void,

Finding pleasure in my

Non-existence.

Maybe in a millennia,

Or Two,

I'll take a gambit

To make it your way.

Until then,

I'll decide

My Own Fate.