#latenightthought

[mycomfortjournal]

i’ve made a lot of mistakes, but my biggest mistake?

trusting the wrong people and treating them with the kindness they never deserved. it was foolish of me to not see their patterns, i was an idiot in love. not only romantically, but also platonically.

friends? fake

bestfriends? fake

lovers? not real

it made me question my reality, am i insane to have put up the veil of goodness? is it really true that no matter how pure your intention, there will be no consideration on the other side?

[yumingpai]

無聲的夜 (M1)

In the silent night, I touched the place where you began to fade. That was our origin.

無聲的夜，是我還撫摸著記憶裡你的原點

[nickysct]

besser du rennst, solang du kannst, besser bleib fern von mir

[fewthoughtsbyme]

Maybe you just wanted to escape from me but I was holding you back; what if you wanted peace but I was giving you the wrong love... Maybe now I should love better by leaving quicker; maybe you'd feel at peace knowing I'm not holding you back any longer ...- San.s

[swiftieofthenorth]

Anyone else just so pumped that these two could make up? I know what happened was awful, but the fact that Taylor and her showed the world that women do not need to compete with one another! Instead we should be empowered to forgive and move forward 💪🏻 @taylorswift is just such a kick ass role model!!!

[entivus]

It’s 1 am, I’m animating while listening to Jontron’s FIREWORK cover on repeat

what has my life come to

[urghnonsense]

Stay

Probably one of the most simple, pure, romantic and selfish word i can think of.

How are you able to tell someone to stay when you would be the first one that wouldn’t hesitate to leave?

How can you stand there and tell that person, that what you’ve been denying for months is in fact true.... but that now it’s to late? 

And jet, how do you make yourself strong enough to say goodbye again, to say farewell to all those posible dates, to those amazing dinners or even those rainy afternoons just doing nothing. 

How do you put up a smiling face and say “you’re going to have the best experience of your life, go and enjoy. I’m so proud of you”. 

I think you can because all of the things above are true. You would be the first to grab that opportunity and run off to see the world. You would be the first one to venture yourself into unknown situations just to learn and to grow as a person. 

And because you would be the first one that, when someone says “stay” would answer “i can’t”

Maybe next time, when the time comes, you don’t need to look for someone worth staying for, because live doesn’t revolve around a place. Maybe next time, you find someone who instead of asking you to stay, grabs your hand and asks:

“you coming or what?”

[peculiarsphere]

Picture it: It is a warm summer night. you sit in a parked car with the doors open. soft wind blows away the cigarette smoke. The dark brings out your deepest most secret thoughts but it’s ok because you trust the person next to you with your life.