I'm not okay. I miss him, Yet he is sitting right next to me. These are the realest words that have ever been felt by my worried heart.

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I'm not okay. I miss him, Yet he is sitting right next to me. These are the realest words that have ever been felt by my worried heart.
im scared ill never see you again
Uuuuuggh
So I leave for basic training in a day and a month (month and a day?) and so far it's been all excitement. Based on my meticulous calculations, shit my pants fear is gonna kick in in 21 days. Greeeeeeeat.
I worry too much. About everything and anything. Even things I thought I had forgotten about. I know everything will be okay, but in the back of my mind something tells me that it won't. Something is saying, "everything is gonna go wrong" "everyone is gonna leave you" "you are all alone" Etc. Etc. Etc. I really don't understand myself sometimes. Okay. Bye.