Aug 28, 2023
12:35 am.
i can’t sleep knowing what we had is completely gone. our touch, our stare. gone. different. i don’t think we can ever get back to have we have. that scares me, for two reasons. one: everything was a lie. a big fat lie, or two: everything i have been feeling, he feels. i’ve begged the universe to let me go, let me forget. i can not escape him, he lingers through my mind, constantly. still. is it fate that we are a karmic lesson to each other, or is it fate. we belong together, we have been together in another lifetime. i need answers, i need to know i’m not crazy, that my intuition is true. i feel that shit. i feel the energy. i want to be free, free from my mind, but mostly my heart.