Mar 31, 2024
Hoje faço 13 anos de Tumblr! 🥳
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Hoje faço 13 anos de Tumblr! 🥳
I think I’ve never felt the way I feel for you for anybody else. You are smart, you are gorgeous, you are sexy, you are everything I ever wanted. And I love your voice, I love your laugh, I love the way you look at me, I love your accent, I love your green and bold eyes, I love your body, I love your red lips, I love your cheek, I love your hair, I love your hand, I love the way you talk to me, always smiling, I love when you ask me about my day, I love when you called me boo… and even more and you call me chocolate… I love your different and foreign name, I love when you send me your pictures, I love when you send me a good night in the middle of my sunny afternoon, I love when you say good morning when I’m just lying to sleep… I love the idea of you and me, I loved the way we talk about living together while both of us were in Ireland, I love when you where doing all you can to make me go to Poland to see you, I love your efforts on coming to Brazil for at least a time with me.
I also love the “Style” of us, coming and going all the time, I love Style video because, apart from his double colored eyes, that guy in the video is you, it reminds me of you so much, sometimes it hurts. But I also love that, everything related to you, everything I’ve linked in my mind with you, I came to love… Smoothies, tangerines now…
I love talking to you, although sometimes I avoid answering a message from you, not because I want to ignore you, but I want to avoid a fight. It terrifies me the possibility of wasting more time on our ritual already of being away from each other.
The only 3 things, among those hundred of things I love and other thousands I like, what I don’t like about you, is that, 1 - You won’t ever admit you were wrong when we are arguing about something. 2 - You become an aggressive and unreasonable person, mainly when you try to victimize it. And 3 - I can say a billion of good things, if I say 1 thing I don’t like about you, you focus on the only one thing and we start a fight.
I am deeply sorry for calling you a liar, but you did lied to me. You could be doing it later, but the initial point is that you lied. And you didn’t say anything. In my head I was really concerned and worry, like: why he lied to me, so he may lied about everything. As I told you before, crap people from my past did those things and I am deep wounded. I asked you to stop victimize, but not as a criticism, but in order to you understand and finally come clean that you lied and you were sorry for it. That would end that all and I would be okay, WE would be okay. But then, you used my illness, I’m on medications Maciej, I was shaking, crying, desperately trying to fix that, and then you wanted some sort of “revenge” and told me I was making myself a victim. How far do you know, after I told you all that in that audio, (that I don’t even know if you’ve listen to it up till here), why you didn’t offered to help, if you really liked me…
That’s when I feel I don’t matter to you. And when we could talk like grown ups, we always fight. We have to solve this. Point out my problems like you did, in a nice way, like what I am doing now, and try to see you could be doing something wrong. We have to understand each other, other than just give excuses for what we are doing.
We could be so perfect together, I am a nice and caring and funny and romantic person. And I know I can make you the happiest person alive. I know that because all of my ex boyfriends that I broke up with them, all of them wanted me back. So I’ve must be a good person to be in a relationship.
And I am ready for someone… And I know I can be with someone new right away. But I want that person to be you. And I’m willing to wait for you or to cross the whole world or to marry you so you can stay in Brazil so we could be together. But I need you to also be ready and willing to do so. To strive together.
Sério que você me da conselhos? *•*
Claro, se eu conseguir...
Adeus Tumblr.
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Deletando minha conta.
Vou sortear UM ingresso para o show do Maroon 5 em Curitiba. Quem quiser ganhar precisa compartilhar esse post e me seguir (lauroroger.tumblr.com). Isso é sério! Estou sorteando de verdade, eu estava namorando, agora não estou mais... Isso significa que eu não quero ir sozinho. Por isso... Quem quiser, basta me seguir e reblogar! Vou ficar de olho nos notes. E o resultado sai dia 22!!! Não posso esquecer de mencionar que a pessoa tem que me fazer companhia. :D Não! Não quero ficar com ninguém... É só na amizade mesmo! :D