Temper us in fire and we grow stronger
The pounding in her skull.
The weak beating of her heart.
Lub. Dub. Lub. Dub. Lub. Dub…
Her sole anchor to life. She grips onto it.
Darkness surrounds her. Heavy, dull, painful. Frightful. She is lost. She aches. She fears. She misses. Fingers reach through the unknown. For reassurance. For him. Desperately.
Thump. Lub. Dub. Lub. Dub. Lub. Dub. Thump.
The voices are loud yet indistinct. A cacophony of sounds. Undecipherable. Strangers are touching her. Their hands all over her body, probing, gripping, poking. She wants to scream. Fight. Beg. Plead.
Thump. Lub. Dub. Lub – Lu –
Will people miss her when she is gone? Will people mourn her?
She was loathed. By many. Her beliefs. Her strength. Her fight. Hated.
She wasn’t foolish. He loathed her too. In the beginning – maybe still.
“Jump!” He shouted as he ran towards her. She didn’t think twice. She trusted him.
The last thing she saw before it all went very bright and, just as quickly, very dark. Before the loud bang, the heat, the screams. His blue eyes darkened, filled with concern, fear and determination, as he ran to her. To save her.
“Nothing complicates my job. It’s to protect you.” – Even if it could cost you your life.
She may never wake up. She may die. But, as terrifying as that might be, not knowing if he survives, if he breathes. If he lives –
She was loathed. By many. She did not care. She ought not to care. She did not become Home Secretary to make friends. But death? People hated her so much they were willing to kill her, to kill because of her. Terry. – David, maybe.
Julia Montague is strong. Her enemies hate that the most about her. Her ex-husband feared it. He wanted to control her. Chief Whip day and night. Her response was a forthright fuck off and a divorce a year later.
Julia Montague is resilient. She survived a shooting and held her head high daring anyone to try and weaken her composure.
She doesn't show emotion. Passion, maybe. But no sentiments. She stands seemingly undestroyable. So, they put a bomb at her feet and tried blowing her armour to pieces.
Julia Montague is a fighter. Yet, no one expects her to survive that second attempt on her life. Doctors are sceptical at best. Her mother cries at her bedside, mourning her loss already. Westminster plans her eulogy; a grand affair for her funeral. It doesn't seem to matter that her heart is still beating. That the machine still beeps. Slow but steady. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.