I’m scared I’m going to face the worst rejection yet when I die.

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I’m scared I’m going to face the worst rejection yet when I die.
romanticizing my mental anguish because I’m a masochist.
for me, love and sex go hand in hand.
Pray or prey?
I, but, I.
I want to believe, but that’s not me.
I want to believe, I can change how people see me.
I want to believe, but science is important to me.
I want to believe, I can incorporate science in my beliefs.
I want to believe, but I’m not smart enough to read all of the text.
I want to believe, I don’t have to read everything to be a follower.
I want to believe, but I’m scared I’m doing this for the wrong reasons.
I want to believe, I can make sure I want this.
I want to believe, but I’m full of guilt.
I want to believe, I am full of guilt.
I want to believe,
I want to believe.
I’ve always yearned for someone to love and take care of me
For someone to be with me for my achievements
For someone to love me unconditionally or not
Someone to be my biggest supporter
Someone parental and guiding
I’ve never had this in my life
I think I know someone who can fulfill all of this but I don’t wanna hold them to any expectations
I just wish if they were here for me like I want them to be they would give me a sign
I don’t wanna ask for too much though.