#lc post

[imaslowlearner-butilearn]

The story of Shades and Comanche is more tragically beautiful and beautifully tragic than Romeo and Juliet could ever hope to be and that’s that on that

[delusional-borderline]

my favorite pastime is ruining my own relationships and breaking my own heart

[delusional-borderline]

i told him he should start seeing other people

[delusional-borderline]

i can already tell he’s gonna leave. wont be too long. he cant deal with me forever and i just already know he wont stay

[delusional-borderline]

them: *only talks to me for like 10 minutes* gotta go back to work now, okay? ttyl x

me: ok so you hate me but what the fuck ever bc i hate you too. fuck you and your job everything else that takes away my attention and if i was really important to you, you would talk to me longer

[delusional-borderline]

them: *says something that slightly annoys me or puts me off*

my bpd ass: ok im like 100% done. TIME! TO! SPLIT! TIME! TO! SPLIT!

*5 minutes later*

them: *says something cute or sweet*

my bpd ass: how could i ever question how i feel about you? ur so great?? so nice and wonderful and im so happy ur in my life honestly

[delusional-borderline]

me: *starts acting out for attention,* *becomes an emotional little shit*

them: ? are you okay?

me: !!! what? yes! im fine, so 100% very okay :^)

them: oh, okay :) haha

me: um. what the fuck. clearly i am suffering. how dare you not notice or care?

[delusional-borderline]

me: *mentions something important to me*

them: *doesn't care,* *asks no questions about it at all,* *changes the topic to whatever they want to talk about*

me: haa o..k. fuck you too buddy. guess you just dont care and you never cared and i hate you *splits*