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[atdamnbraina]

@leadeur​ asked:   " whatever it is you did, or saw, or whatever... i can see it sitting in your chest. "

talking   about   her   emotions   wasn’t   something   raven   liked   doing.    talking   about   her   confusing   emotions,   not   exactly   stemming   from   something   specific   but   a   combination   of   things,    was   something   she   really   wanted   to   avoid.    especially   when   she   has   other   things   to   do,    people   counting   on   her   to   get   them   done.   and   clarke,   had   other   things   to   worry   about   and   enough   people   coming   to  her   with   their   own   problems.    “   i’m   fine,   clarke.    ”    her   go   to   default   as   she   burried   herself   more   and   more   into   work.     enough   to   be   distracted   by   overwhelming   emotions   but   also   enough   to   exhaust   her.    “   i’m   tired,   just   like   everyone   else.     ”    now   that   certainly   wasn’t   a   lie.

[dirtymercy]

@leadeur / CLARKE & BELLAMY

   "Looks like it’s someone’s birthday --” Two boxes stacked in his arms, he hefted them onto the only open surface in sight with a thud, the muscles in his back easing with sudden relief. The rest of the detail had already unloaded the rest of the supplies from the rover -- mostly food and tech, since their last big run only two days ago had been focused on medical supplies -- but Bellamy had snuck a few extras on board, having kept a mental list of the sort of things Clarke complained hadn’t been in the first retrieval. Anything was better than nothing, he knew. But there was this ever present urgency within him to do more. His brain and body could not meet in a state of peace, could not shake the fight of flight instinct that came with constantly feeling under threat. He’d seen war, and he’d lived with it all his life -- how was he supposed to begin anew when he hadn’t known any other way?

   “How’s it going here? Any trouble?”

[dirtymercy]

@leadeur SENT :  “It’s not important. We could work on it tomorrow.” for bellamy ! / MOULIN ROUGE STARTERS.

   He was somewhat relieved to hear her concede so easily. It might have been the unenthusiastic response to her asking if she could run something by him, or maybe the exhaustion was plain enough in the lines of his face. If he looked half as worn down as he felt, he would still look rather like death, complete with bags under his eyes and rough stubble all along the contours of his face. That wasn’t to say he wouldn’t have found the energy and mustered the strength to follow her back to her makeshift office ( what he’d been calling it, anyways ) to address whatever concern she had -- no, Bellamy was the person to turn to for anything. It was a rare day he didn’t hear his name being shouted across the compound, or that someone didn’t come to fetch him for something, or that he didn’t sacrifice food or sleep for any number of reasons. But the one reason that he always came back to was her -- his sister. The wellbeing of everyone else had flooded in secondary to his love for Octavia, and she would always be the person he fought hardest for.

   “Great answer. Now pull up a chair,” Bellamy said with a gesture towards one of the makeshift folds of metal that they’d started using for outdoor seating. He had half a piece of jerky left on his plate in his lap, and now handed it towards Clarke. There was a knowing look his brown flecked eyes, a weariness and familiarity. “And eat something.”

[dirtymercy]

@leadeur​ SENT : 回 = patching a wound . for bellamy ! / SYMBOL PROMPTS.

   His teeth ground together silently, his lips set in a hard line. As she tightened the bandage -- far tighter than he would have managed on his own -- he didn’t so much grimace as make a sound. He was stubborn and possibly a little proud, and he’d never liked asking for help. He’d never needed to before. On the Ark, even with his sister hidden under the floorboards, he’d held the reigns of control. He managed to keep her safe, and his mother too, without ever spilling their secret or relying on anyone. 

   Until he hadn’t.

   And that was a reality he carried with him every day. That his mother was dead, and that it was his fault. That Octavia had nearly met the same fate, and it was his fault. All he could do was try down here, try to make up for it by keeping everyone else safe the way he’d failed to before. But like most things, it seemed Clarke did a better job of it. The same way she did a better job of bandaging the ragged gash on his arm without having to be asked. He watched her from the corners of his eyes, dark brown hues studying her profile as she set her focus on the task at hand. She looked so serious, yet still so at ease. It was natural to her, he realized. Helping people like this. Helping him. Even after she’d warned him to be careful. But reckless Bellamy had to be the one to climb the rafters to ensure the roof was properly sealed on the inside. 

   “So ... How long before the ‘I told you so’?”

[mortifcra-a]

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my opinion on;

character in general: im gonna get yelled at for this i know but i haven’t seen moana yet bUT FROM WHAT I HAVE SEEN SHE’S REALLY COOL AND HILARIOUS I NEED TO WATCH THE MOVIE YELLShow they play them: god ania your writing is so nice to read and you give her so much personality???? like she feels so alive and thaT’S SO COOL WTFthe mun: aNIA THE ACTUAL SWEETEST THING I DIDN’T KNOW YOU WERE MADE OUT OF GOD DAMN SUGAR I LOVE YOU AND WE NEED TO TALK MORE GDI 

do i;

follow them: you know itrp with them: not over here but i’m gonna reply to your starter over on ricken later tomorrow hopefully!!want to rp with them: ye  S ALWAYS ship their character with mine: crosses my arms in an x sorry but nah moana’s too good for zia

what is my;

overall opinion: FUCK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH??????????????????? honestly there aren’t words to tell you how much you mean to me and honestly i need to talk to you more but i am stupid and i don’t 

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             ❝  oh, so can you like, control water ?! that’s pretty neat !!  ❞

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