#leadingon

[hydracobalt]

“i feel like i’m kicking the puppy i raised”

-myself (07/11/2022)

[thelyfeofateenager-blog]

Crushes

  Basically all my life, I have liked boys.  Ever since kindergarten, i’ve had some sort of crush.  Now that I am older, and don’t have a crush, because I seemingly hate the boy population at my school, I’ve noticed not having a crush is boring.  But having a crush is too painful, (It says it in its name) I mean come on, theres hardly ever a time where your crush likes you back.  

Recently, all my friends has had some amazing boy or girl to talk about and Me? Well I was just sitting around giving relationship advice even though I’ve never been in a romantic relationship.  (Unless you count 2nd grade)

 Let me explain something, In my group, there are several girls and like three boys.  Everyone in my group except this boy and I had a crush or boy/girlfriend.  Now this is the part I regret, I was so bored with out having a crush that I some how started to ‘like’ The boy.  A week went by and I told my lady friends, and some how one of them ‘Accidentally’ told him.  So he liked me back and I noticed something was wrong.  When I liked boys in the past, I was nervous and scared.  But when I found out he liked me, I faked a smile.

And I feel bad because this boy generally liked me, and I don’t think I’ve ever liked him.  

Don’t worry, this was multiple months ago, and I’ve told him over the summer that I wasn’t looking for a relationship.  But I still feel bad, I’ve told my friends and they said I can’t control my feelings, and I shouldn’t feel bad.  

But I do.  I still feel bad because I feel that I leaded him on or something.  

                                                        Sorry for the waste of time,                                                                                                            The Life of a Teenager <3          

[antistoicheart-blog]

Confusion

I only remember our year together at the 1 month mark especially.                                     She’s in a relationship.       She flirts with me.                                                  She remembers the sweet things i’ve done. It makes her happy, “It made me smile.”                                                                                      She tests my innocence.                       I’ve seen things that I probably shouldn’t have.          She has a boyfriend.                                                        Throughout all of Thanksgiving week she still felt nothing, “I’m sorry but I don’t.”                        She touches me intimately.                                                Her touch doesn’t mean anything though.     She knows she’s hard to resist.                 Says things like “your ass is mine “ or “you’re stuck with me.”                          We decided to keep our secret from our people.

[whythefucknotyoupotato]

I'm not a puppy on a leash for you to lead on...

[1997trustno-1]

if you are talking to someone do not lead them on

Tell them you dont like them or something. do not give their hopes up or whatever cause not only do you do damage to that persons emotional state, you aggravate me cause i hear about it. its a lose lose for everyone.