#leehyorixda

[ex-hyunseung-stretto]

Numbers ending in 4.

4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

I regret being a coward when someone needed me to be strong. I regret saying, "I'm sorry" and "it'll be okay" and not really meaning it. Because even though I was sorry, it really wasn't okay. And it never became okay. Because my cowardice pushed him to stop believing not only in me but in himself. And then he was gone.

14:Talk about a vacation.

I want to go somewhere green. I want to go somewhere where people smile when they see me. I want to go somewhere where the air is cool on my skin but the sun is hot. I want to go somewhere I'm loved. I want to go somewhere quiet but also loud, but only in the right ways. I want to go somewhere my mind can be at peace, but my body can be busy. I want to go there. 

24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

I remember when he told me "you're too wild to be set free." I don't know what it means, or why he said it, and I know he only said it because his skull was filled with hazy, thick smoke and his tongue had recently found itself harboring tablets of ecstasy....but it stuck with me. I like to repeat it to myself sometimes, when it's too quiet and my head is too busy. It calms me because of its absurdity. 

34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.

I gotta tell you, as someone who as swallowed bleach and felt my esophagus blistering on the inside all the way from my throat to my stomach....

Heartbreak is ten thousand times more painful.

Burns on my esophagus were a pleasant respite....

[daxsoohyuk]

× ♚;; breaking ❜ ( soo hyuk & hyori )

Perhaps a bit more caution would have helped ease the leader's nerves. It certainly was strange - while constant surveillance from his bodyguards was often uncomfortable and tense even after so many years, he always felt a little more secure with them around. Even while understanding that they could turn on him at any time, the feeling of simply being protected was enough to keep him levelheaded.

But that night, any companions would have been considered offensive and improper. Although he was visiting an old friend, caution was always necessary when interacting with anyone in the underground - especially if they were one of the rulers. Despite having the title of a ruthless "King", even Soo Hyuk had his limits.  He knew better than to induce unnecessary misunderstandings and tensions between gangs when they could be so easily avoided. Keeping bodyguards could so easily create a hostile and unwelcoming image which could have been considerably worse than the dangers of traveling alone.

Another sip of his drink brought Soo Hyuk back to his senses. In any case, he was in a territory that he could label as neither that of enemy or ally. Cruelty was only natural for anyone in the mafia world, and throwing away past relationships could be considered second nature. Survival was essential. Delaying the inevitable bitter end was the goal of all, and Soo Hyuk dared not contradict such philosophy.

Gaze focused on the pianist performing on the dimly lit stage, the leader silently anticipated the approaching arrival of the bar's owner. Lee Hyori - where and when she and Soo Hyuk first met had been long forgotten. Perhaps such memories had been cast aside due to the deep development of their relationship, even when it could be so easily thrown away. It had been a while since the two had seen each other face to face, and he was both eager and a little anxious for their reunion. Of course, neither emotion would be shown through neither expression nor gesture mostly out of the necessity to preserve his image.

As the familiar sound of high heels clacking towards him gradually grew louder, Soo Hyuk turned in his seat towards the source of the sound. A thin and subtle grin pulled the corners of his lips as his head bowed slightly. "Long time no see."

[crysxda-blog]

like business - crys - lhr - ;

her fingers had been tapping and drumming absent-minded rhythms against the hardwood of the table for the past twenty minutes, and much to her disgust she had barely gotten anything done in that time at all. deciding that in the end it wouldn't do her much good to stay where she was and be unproductive, crystal began packing her things up to leave for the day. after all, she had a date with a very pretty lady.  well not really - it was just hyori ( and even as she thought it, she laughed at herself - it could never be just hyori - the woman was brilliance personified ) but she figured it wouldn't hurt to at least try and pass as a proper woman for once. where they were going, someone walking around wearing all black and combat boots was bound to get noticed; even more so than if she had worn a slinky dress.  slipping into her rooms, she pushed her closet door open and pulled out something delicately grey, stepping into it without much fuss. she slid her feet into pumps, unashamed to say that she had actually spent weeks doing nothing but wearing heels in order to get accustomed to the feeling and that now, as she stood in front of her mirror making faces, it was practically second nature.  snagging her bag as she ran out the door, she made a quick stop at the cabinet by her front door, tucking a small pouch into the pocket of her purse. arriving at the restaurant with  quite a bit of time to spare, she sat down leisurely, crossing her legs with a small smile on her lips. once hyori arrived, they were likely to be the two most heavily armed people within a mile - and the best dressed, too. as it always had been.