Jul 20, 2017
7/24/17
On July 24th I will be undergoing a BSSO (Bilateral Sagittal Split Osteotomy) and LeFort 1 Osteotomy. I have had braces on since June 2016 and am very excited to share my journey!
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7/24/17
On July 24th I will be undergoing a BSSO (Bilateral Sagittal Split Osteotomy) and LeFort 1 Osteotomy. I have had braces on since June 2016 and am very excited to share my journey!
Also, heres a smiling picture of me where my chin doesn't look unnaturally large like before! I actually really like it, can’t wait for all the stitches to come out and for me to be able to freely move my upper lip! 21 days post op!
Hey everyone! so yesterday I was officially 3 weeks (21 days) post op. I went back to school full time, and was really nervous that my friends were going to notice that my face looked different. Luckily for me, no one said anything or even looked at me differently so I’m really really really happy, because that was a huge anxiety point for me. Last night the whole left side of my stitches also came out from my upper jaw and now they're just dangling on the right side, I might have to trim them because they're practically covering my teeth lol. Also none of my numbness has gone down in my cheeks, nose, gums or roof of my mouth, hopefully I start to get that pins & needles feeling everyone talks about soon. I know I’m still swollen but patience is key and that’s all I can do at this point. Hope you’re all having a great day!
These are my recovery photos from Day 19 post op (yesterday). I’ll post some pictures today too to show my official day 20 recovery pictures.
My Recovery Days 11 - 20 - Physical and Emotional Feelings
Hey everyone, so today I am officially 20 days post op. These past 10 days have still emotionally been pretty rough for me because I’m still having a hard time recognizing the person in the mirror. Physically the recovery has been pretty easy for me, as you know i was only wired shut during my stay in the hospital and then was allowed to wear orthodontic elastics afterwards. I am allowed to remove my elastics whenever I eat or brush my teeth. Actually I saw my surgeon on Friday, and now that I’m going back to school (tomorrow) he told me I can wear my elastics only when I go to sleep and don't need to wear them during the day. I have been eating pretty soft foods, nothing to crunchy or anything, yesterday I did eat a piece of pineapple actually and it was fine. The swellings gone down a bit, I feel like it goes down a bit everyday. Yesterday we had a get together at my house, although I’ve been eating fine I still got more tired than I usually do after cleaning the house, or maybe that could be due to my lack of physical activity these past 3 weeks, I’m just out of shape. The hardest part has been adjusting to my new look for sure, since I’ve been on winter break these past 3 weeks, all I’ve been thinking about and reading about are jaw surgery recoveries, and hoping that my nose goes back down to what it was. My surgeon told me on Friday that I need to wait a few weeks for the swelling to go down, and if I’m still unhappy with my nostrils he may be able to do something about it, he didn't specify what though, and I was too depressed to really ask either.
Im going back to school tomorrow, full time, and I’m so stressed out about going back, I’ve only told 2 of my close friends about this surgery so I’m really worried about what people are going to say when they see my tomorrow. I hope no one notices, though I really doubt thats going to be the case, I’m not really in the mood to explain what happened to my face over the winter break. But at least now that I’m going back to school, it’ll feel like time is flying by that way the recovery process also (hopefully) won't feel that long. I am seriously overthinking this whole thing and I really hope everything goes smoothly, and that the size of my nostrils decrease on their own.
December 20, 2016. 1 Day after my surgery vs Day 10 post op of my surgery. Still really swollen in my cheeks, nose and upper lip.
My Recovery Days 1 - 10 - Physical and Emotional Feelings
Hey everyone, I decided to create a blog to basically talk about how my recovery has been the first 10 days for my upper jaw surgery. Basically I had an underbite which needed to be corrected and would sometimes get slight jaw pain every now and then. My surgeon moved my jaw 5mm on one side and 4 mm on the other side. I am 19 years old and am currently on winter break from University.
So how do I feel physically? The first few days of recovery were hard, I’d say from day 0 (day of surgery) to about day 4. I was totally exhausted the first 3 or 4 days and just stayed in bed sleeping for the most part. I guess I will go a little bit more in depth on how I was feeling daily.
Day 0: I basically slept the entire day after my surgery, it was a 4 hour surgery which started at 8 am and ended at 12 pm. I remember waking up really feeling really groggy and heard my mom and anesthesiologist talking before I fell asleep again. The first day/ night I stayed in the ICU I threw up blood twice which was kind of scary, but the nurses were very alert and helpful. Honestly the day of my surgery was such a blur it went by pretty quickly.
Day 1: This day I basically slept the entire day and started icing my face regularly thanks to the nurses. I was kind of hungry since I didn’t eat since 6 am the day before. I had coffee and apple juice for breakfast, I couldn’t eat the jello because I was wired shut. But basically I spent this whole day just sleeping. My surgeon came and visited me just to see how I was doing.
Day 2: A little bit after the afternoon I was moved to my own room and out of ICU, I really missed the nurse I got in the ICU because she was so friendly, and so amazing at what she did. This day I stayed up a little more, and had more liquids like coffee, tea, ensure, tomato soup etc. The days I spent in the hospital were really boring because I had no wifi or TV, so be sure to bring something to read. My surgeon came and visited me again just to see how I was feeling.
Day 3: Today was my last day in the hospital, yay! I was so tired and bored and really just wanted to go home. I basically left the hospital by 11:30ish, and went straight to my surgeons office as he was going to remove my wiring from being wired shut. I was given orthodontic elastics and have 3 on each side of my mouth. I finally came home and showered and then fell asleep again.
Day 4: This was probably physically the worst day for me because the prior night I had taken morphine for the pain in my jaw, and then took a smaller amount in the morning as well. I think because I was taking this medication on an empty stomach, I ended up throwing up twice which was not a pleasant experience. Me being an idiot, also decided to take a shower and I ended up passing out twice, probably due to the morphine, so I never took it again, and the pain never got that bad to want to take it again. So then I just spent the rest of that day sleeping and taking it easy.
Day 5: I started to feel more alive and was able to sit around with my family and just watch netflix in bed all day.
Days 6 – 10: These days have been really easy for me physically, and the swelling has been gradually going down. I have enough energy to go walk around outside, but now comes the emotional part of my recovery.
Emotionally these past 10 days have been very VERY hard for me. It hasn’t had anything to do with the pain, or the diet, but rather not recognizing the person I see in the mirror anymore, to be more specific my nose has been causing me a lot of anxiety. I told my surgeon before hand that I really liked my nose and didn’t want it to change, and I know he tried really hard to do that as he told me he did 2 stitches to help prevent the widening of my nose. Despite him doing that my nose has gotten wider, and it has tipped up a lot in comparison to how it looked before, and its causing me a lot of anxiety and stress because I don’t know if its just the rest of the swelling on my fact thats making it look bigger or that my actual nose could be swollen. My whole cheek area near my nose and eyes feel numb and swollen, though the swelling has gone down. I feel like my smile looks weird now too due to my nose. A lot of YouTube videos and I’ve and blogs I’ve read haven’t really talked much about the nose changes after jaw surgery, and I’ve noticed in all the YouTube videos for upper jaw surgery that people nostrils due go down after time, but the wideness kind of stays the same which is really really depressing me more, because I honestly did not think my nose would have changed this much. Maybe its because I can see my nostrils more that it looks wider, I just hope it goes down. I keep telling myself that its only been 10 days and that so much is still going to change when it comes to swelling. Honestly I feel like I look like a monkey, and its just been really hard on me. My mom was against the surgery from the beginning and I can see the sadness in her eyes, and the worry that my face may not go back to what it was. I think at this point I’d do anything to get my old face back and go back to feeling pretty again. I feel hideous and I look hideous, and this has definitely been playing a role on me emotionally and mentally. Its only been 10 days, and I know peoples faces change up till 6 months later, so I should try to be more positive, but this is all I’ve been able to think about these past few days and I really hope it does get better, because its been eating me alive.
What I looked like before surgery.