#legcndreportr

[cchilyoja]

legcndreportr said: UNF

Send “UNF” to pin my muse against the wall with DESIRE

It had been one of those weeks where he had hardly been able to see her or spend any time with her. Nothing unusual, seeing as both of them could get busy enough not to go home or sleep at random places, managing to steal a few hours of rest in-between the usual and regular havoc of their professions. Jung-hoo loved what she did, because it made her happy, and her being happy was always his number one priority. But he'd miss, he was always missing her, somehow afraid that letting her out of his sight would make her disappear.

But finally, after the past week of barely managing to eat together, she was coming over, staying over. He had lifted and then put the same pillow on the couch, and then stood looking at it like it had wronged him in some way. He heard the door before he even saw her, almost running towards her.

As soon as he had in sight, Jung-hoo had pulled the bag off her shoulder, dropping it down in the hallway before his hands found her face, and his lips found hers. In the next second she was pushed against the wall, their bodies flush against each other. Hands hugrily trying to remember the shape of her wast before he wrapped his arms around her, unwilling to part.

[legcndreportr]

                   SEO JUNG HOO  &  CHAE YOUNG SHIN

     “ It’s the world’s only hand that lets you know ‘everything will be okay. ”

             dual promo for two canon characters from the kdrama, HEALER [ 힐러 ]

[tatterdhearts-a]

@legcndreportr asked :  “  if you can’t be happy, at least you can be drunk.  ”

“I believe you can ALWAYS find a way to be happy.” He says with a nod of his head. After all, they were all under the watch of GOD. Surely he wouldn’t make his faithful subjects unhappy if they could not move past it, right? His nose scrunches when the other mentions getting drunk. The angel not quite used to the taste of alcohol yet. He much prefers sweet drinks than alcohol. “Alcohol is only a TEMPORARY solution, wouldn’t it be better to find other ways to make you happy?” Surely there were other, better options.

[cchilyoja]

legcndreportr said: “You were in the darkness, too.”

: plucked from this MEME. - still accepting. 

There was a long list of things that he always ignored. It was easier that way, or so he told himself. All those memories of abandonment, loneliness and cold were too much. Usually, when a random thought would wiggle its way into the crowded chaos of consciousness, his body would react instantly with a shudder. Physically having to move, walking to a different room or place in the apartment as if that would also distance himself from not thinking about all the things that he just had to push aside. 

Sometimes it would be days, if lucky, there would be weeks where he wouldn’t once have to actively try to not think about something or remember. Usually when he would lull himself into some kind of blissful state of denial, that the wheel would turn, and everything would start up again. In the worst moments, he would pity himself, but if anything that was rare. Mostly, there was just anger there, brewing under the surface, surfacing in small moments of rage that he would chalk up to just normal annoyances. 

“ We both were, for a long time. Because we didn’t have each other, but that’s not the case anymore. You have me, always. And we’ll keep each other out of the dark, or if we’re in the dark, at least we’re there together. ”

[cchilyoja]

; pressed the tiny heart on this STARTER CALL.

How was it, that preparing a small surprise for her made his heartbeat so fast, that he’d have to stand for a few moments to be able to catch his breath, out of pure excitement and anticipation of what she’d think, and doing dangerous illegal grimy jobs couldn’t even come close?‌ She had spent most of her time, outside of work, with him in his apartment, and the place looked differently because of it, it actually felt like a home for once, for the first time since he had moved in years ago. When she wasn’t there, she was with her father, and every moment felt endless and infinite. The feeling that she might not come back always present, never going away.

 That one day she’d just change her mind or realize how much better her life would be without him. At least he thoughts so, and no matter how much she told him otherwise, there was a part that just didn’t think he’d ever DESERVE her. Like anyone could. But what he could do, was at least do his best to make sure every moment she spent with him was filled with as much happiness and love as he knew how to give. Learning all of that because of her, like a skill that no one had bothered to teach him on. 

The usual roof that was part of his many solitary nights, enjoying the view and not knowing any different, enjoying being far and above everyone else. Was now transformed from the bare flat surface overlooking the city to a romantic, hopefully, dinner date. Jung-hoo had gotten a thick carpet, lush pillows, and blankets for later when it would be colder. There was a small table with snacks and food, and next to it a bucket with a bottle of champagne that was cooling off. He had made sure to put up small dangling white lights and a few candles here and there. There was even music playing faintly in the background. He had left her a little card in the living room in the apartment below and was now waiting there with flowers in hand. No moment has been more nerve-wrecking as this one.

[cchilyoja]

“I LOST it somewhere, I don’t know how I just put it here, it was HERE.”

[cchilyoja]

legcndreportr said:“So…you won’t turn me?” - funny how this reminds me of phantom of the opera in congruence to healer.

                »»————-　plucked from this meme. - accepting　————-««

Life was never much like the movies. And even with the existence of things such as v a m p i r e s. It wasn’t like they were anything like the dramatic depiction in media. You are either born a vampire or not. And while they have been some cases of vampires turning humans. It was very rare, and most importantly, it was FORBIDDEN. If you are caught, both of you die. Anyone else involved, even if they only knew about it. But that wasn’t the reason why he didn’t want her to be like him. Even if he were human, he wouldn’t want her to be like h i m.

 She was so different, and that was one of the reasons why he was so attached to her. Why he needed her so much! Even if he could do, or would do. Even if it was allowed. He could NEVER do something like that. It was a pitiful life, a horrible existence. None that he wouldn’t wish on anyone. One that never brought him any amount of happiness, ever. “ Why would you even want that? You don’t need to be turned, for us to be together.” He pleaded, taking hold of her hand, and wrapping his long fingers around it. 

                  “ It’s you, you that I want. I wouldn’t ever want you to become like me.”