Fight for her life
This is. possibly the end of the apocalypse roleplay? I’m not sure, bc we’re nowhere near this part. when we first sat down and the other two floated this idea at me, I wanted to know how it ended bc I didn’t want it ending badly. Like I wasn’t going to have it all be for nothing
so this was the planned ending but so much else hasn’t gone as I thought it would - or it’s all been changed in the plans - that I’m not... sure if we’ll get there. but we’ll see lmao
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Jay glances around the ragged crew, spaced out about the cavern and all in a bad way, then to the swirling portal in front of her. It's just bigger than her and nothing seems to exist in it. They could be throwing her to her death, but...
She glances at the three of them; the daughters she'd never known and the child she'd failed.
The one with prosthetic arms – Arlette, she thought – was in a bad way, one of them smashed to smithereens. Blood dripping down the scars in her face. The other (Aurora, then?) was standing with the help of a staff and a hybrid pokémon, her prosthetic leg completely gone.
And Nyx... she stood beyond the portal, where Jay couldn't see her, but-
"Fuck, if you're going then go," snapped one of the twins, gritting her teeth. "you think this is easy?"
They were relying on her, somehow, despite that she'd failed before.
Jay forces a smirk and rotates the sword in her grip. "Alright. Let the adults handle this, ok?"
One of them - maybe both of them - scoff at her.
Jay steps into the portal, sword at her side and fire in her hand. The ashes of it creep up her arm, singeing more of the mark to grey and black.
It's instantly black. The portal is gone and she is alone. The sword in her hand gives off a small amount of light, so she holds it before her and starts walking. She holds her handful of fire out ahead of her, too, but the light from that flickers and creates shadows in the blackness, of things she’d rather not see. Rather not remember.
Windows open, showing - memories? They're not hers.
Fighting. Distorted pokemon, people. The group she'd left, sitting around a campfire. The mountain top, the garden, Nyx’s hands as they tended to the plants. The sea, a tall staff just at the edge of the view, a ship out on the sea coming closer.
A blurry one, edged with tears, of a forest and a celebi coming towards them, to the person that the daughter she watched from (Aurora?) was holding the hand of, didn’t want to let go of.
The musketeer trio and a horde of skeletons, and a fight going horribly wrong before a portal amongst the trees.
Then her fight with Nyx, and she saw a view of it she hadn’t before; Alex running as she – as Jay was knocked to her side, the corrupted black back pack around her and Nyx must be stepping forward, standing over Jay’s crumpled form, extending a hand to lift Jay by the chin. The view juddered back, panning to the sky, and when it recovered, Jay was encased in the crystal. Talons formed from Nyx’s fingers and dig into the crystal, trying to break it apart, but she won’t have any luck.
Jay shivers and looks away. That had been too little, too late, and had she known that at the time, she would have been more prepared to... to do what? Save Nyx? Let her life be forfeit to Giratina's whims?
... Kill Nyx?
She could never.
No, she had to go further back, to where this all started. Back to- "Joanna," she murmured, looking around. "You have to be here somewhere."
Nyx's memories were - distinct from the twins'. They were darker, always forests and ash and tinged with the influence of ghosts.
Jay walked past windows of their lives, back and back and back, until she found a bright and indistinct view of neutral tiles, bright lights.
A shopping centre? Or - Mauville. It was Mauville.
Joanna stepped around and crouched into view, and Jay sucked in a breath.
It had been so long.
She was younger, bright and flush with life, with the joy of a young family. Or maybe they'd just been to a soft toy store.
She was saying something, and Jay stepped close to the window, as if to listen in.
It gave off no sound.
Joanna crouched and tugged at something - Nyx looked down and saw the straps holding her into the buggy, and waved a misshapen plushie at Joanna.
Joanna, smiling, batted it back. The view looked up and over Joanna's shoulder, to where people hurried past in lives of their own, shopping and chatting and just... living.
She almost missed the gunman stepping into view, slipping the gun from its strap on his shoulder. He yelled something and opened fire, and Jay flinched back from the spark of it, although there was no noise.
People started running.
Joanna glanced over her shoulder and clenched a fist, and Jay saw a frown disappear just before she looked back at Nyx, smiling reassuringly. She got to her feet, unhurried, and reached for the handles.
Then she arched backwards, head flung to the ceiling.
"No - no." Jay clenched her fists about her swords, watching. She'd watch this time, and when it reset - she'd jump in, change things. Fix all this.
Joanna fell forward, onto the buggy, onto Nyx. For a moment, the view was obscured by her hair.
Then the buggy rolled backwards and Joanna slid onto the floor, and Jay could see the blood welling out of her back.
Nyx started to cry, the view going blurry and small as she scrunched up her eyes, the buggy still rolling back out of sight, out of the way of the gunman.
Jay shuddered out a sigh and stepped back. "Again."
It reset. The view of the city roof, the clean shops. Joanna bobbed into view and then to the side, fastening the straps.
Jay pushed herself forward, dropping her fire sword to summon a shield, to protect them from the bullets.
She went through the image and found herself in the blackness on the other side.
It was behind her. She turned, saw the gunman slip his gun from his shoulder.
Jay jabbed her sword into the image, but it just went through like water.
The gunfire started, and Jay flinched back as Joanna fell forward.
"Again," she spat out, and this time as it started, dropped her sword and her shield and tried to come at it from a different angle, tried to peel back the edges and slip in sideways.
She couldn't find any purchase there, scrabbling like a rat trying to escape the cat.
Joanna fell forward, the view pushed back.
"Again." Jay pressed her hands to it, and found that the view supported them, that it was hard and unyielding.
It contorted about her hands, glowing white with the pressure.
She gritted her teeth and pushed.
It indented, pushed back at that point, but didn't break.
Joanna fell forward and the view pushed back.
"Again!"
Jay rammed her shoulder into it and bounced back.
"Again!"
She slammed her side into it, gripping at the edges with her hands, pushing it thin to make it weaker, to pull a hole so she could step through and fix everything.
The memory-screen shattered and she fell sideways and down, landing on her knees and elbow.
All around her, shards of the view flickered and continued showing their pieces. The walls. The edge of Joanna's head. The gun. People running.
Jay sat on the ground and didn't look up. She'd-
There is a shard in front of her, taunting her. Joanna's back, the blood welling up against her cloak.
This time, she lets the memory fade out. The shards disappear but Jay still gazes at the darkness where it had been. Where she can still see the stain of blood.
"What? The great Nightgale, giving up?" Joanna's voice was just as she remembered it.
"But - I couldn't save you. I've... failed. Again." Jay was staring at where Joanna's body had been. She could still see the stain of blood on the ground.
"Now that doesn't sound like the Jay I knew."
Jay turned, and there was another window onto the same day. The same view, from the low seat of a buggy.
She watched Joanna, smiling, stepping into view and crouching down to check the straps. She saw the gunman over her shoulder. He yelled something, and then started and opened fire. Joanna flinched, arching backwards, face contorting. Then she fell forwards onto the buggy, pushing it away. She dropped from it to the ground as it rolled, and Jay could see the blood welling in her back.
"The Jay you knew died a while back. When - well, you can guess when." Jay sits amongst the memories and doesn't look at any of them. Maybe the girls would run out of energy and the gate would close and she would be trapped here. The world would end.
Everything would die.
"The Jay I knew wouldn't have given up so easily." Joanna sits beside her, looking like the memory of her.
Jay glances up, isn't surprised. She isn't sure where exactly they are, but it isn't exactly real, so anything can happen. Anything but the one thing that matters, the one thing she came here to do.
"Is there another way that I can save you?"
"This isn't about saving me," Joanna replies. "This is about saving Nyx."
"Saving you would save Nyx. She would have her mam, Giratina wouldn't take hold... when I was dreaming, I saw visions of what could have been. You were all so happy." Jay rests her head on her knees and closes her eyes.
"She can be happy again. You all can." Joanna reaches out and gently punches Jay's arm. "Idiot. That isn't dependant on me."
"What, you think I can make her happy? Because I did so well this time." Jay snorts. "I know you haven't been out in the world much recently, but - well, it's kinda fucked up. We did that."
"Giratina did that."
"Because I messed up, because I didn't get close enough to Nyx, because I just watched as he wriggled his way into her heart and tightened the noose."
"Would you fix that, if you could?"
"If I could go back - I'd do so many things different. I'd bring Jayden and the twins over, I'd talk with Nyx, we could be..."
Joanna laughs. "Now that is a look I remember."
"I wasn't there. That's why I can't get into that memory and change it, isn't it?"
Joanna moves back as Jay gets to her feet and looks around. There are more memories, everywhere.
Jay arriving in Lavaridge - Jayden glancing back, crouching down to offer a hand to whichever twin she was watching through as they boarded a plane - Jay around a doorframe, sitting on a couch with Alex, a bottle in her hand - Skyla, laughing, spinning with a twin high in the air, the world at their feet - Alex and Jay again, walking together through the forest, a hazy film of grey covering everything.
Jay, watching Nyx watching her.
The twins, watching a blank screen as Jayden tried to get the connection through, so that they could talk to Jay. One of them slipping away and out the door, running into the fields and away, jumping a crack in the land too big to be jumped and coming face to face with a cubchoo.
"Where will you go, Jay?" Joanna stands beside her, hands clasped in front of her, watching.
Jay turns, focusing. Watching Nyx's memories for the right moment. "There."
Not long after she'd arrived in Lavaridge. She still had her bag on her back, talking to Alex in front of the house.
They'd been trying to work out where she would stay, and she'd opted for the house that they weren't using. Trying to give them space, because it was still too soon for either of them.
Nyx's vision was edged with plants; she was hiding in the garden, a poochyena at her side.
Jay glances at Joanna. "I'm sorry."
"Look after my daughter. Don't you dare adopt her officially." Joanna narrows her eyes.
"What if she's happier as a Nightgale?" Jay grins.
"I will haunt your arse, see if I don't."
Jay laughs at her and presses a hand to the memory. It's still firm below her hand, but yielding. More tactile. "I guess I'll see you when I see you."
"Make it a long time, alright?" Joanna pushes her into the memory. "A good long time."
Jay stumbles, though she's standing still, and presses a hand to her head.
"Are you alright?" Alex has lifted his hands out to steady her, but Jay waves him away.
"Yeah, I'm fine, I just..." She squeezes her eyes shut, turning away as pressure builds in her head. As memories, memories that are... are they hers? They seem like a dream, like one... long crazy dream, all piling in one after another.
Some of it is nightmare fuel - Nyx, perfectly lovely and terrifying, with the shadow of Giratina about her, an adult ruling the destroyed remains of the world. Her daughters, missing limbs and fighting monsters with a ragtag team of people she doesn't recognise.
<Don't let this happen> her own voice begs her, as a teenaged Nyx fights with Jay.
"How?" Jay asks. "How do I stop that?"
"Stop... what?" Alex asks.
<Be there for her. Talk to her. Don't just watch. Bring her sisters>
Jay shakes her head and catches sight of Nyx amongst the plants. Talk to her.
Nyx, catching Jay watching her, gasps and draws back.
"Hey." Jay drops to a crouch, so that she's almost Nyx's height.
Vulp slips out from between her legs, padding forward.
"I'm Jay, and this is Vulp. It's nice to meet you, Nyx." She thinks about extending her hand, but doesn't. Keeps herself open and friendly and welcoming. Not formal.
Nyx studies them both and, as Vulp touches noses with the poochyena and then yaps, brushing her head against Nyx's shoulder, smiles and strokes Vulp. "Vulp isn't a very clever name."
Jay lets out a soft laugh. "Well, I haven't been very clever for a long time." She glances up at Alex. "I'll take the guest room in whichever house you're staying in, if that's alright."
Alex nods slowly and then again, faster. "Of course." He's watching Nyx with Vulp, and the ghost of a smile flits across his face. "Of course."
Jay smiles and stands, dusting her hands. The new memories - she doesn't know what to make of them. She doesn't want to think of them. "One more thing," she says, as Alex opens the door. "I'll get Jayden to bring our two down as well. That'll give Nyx some... some friends to play with, of her own age. It might help." Her voice (not her voice, it couldn’t be... could it? Already the memories slip sideways and fade) had said sisters, but... she wasn’t going to push that.
"If you think it will help, then..."
"Alex." Jay reaches out to touch his shoulder. "It will. We'll be golden, alright?"
Behind them, Nyx laughs.
"Golden," repeats Alex, and Jay wonders what exactly he can see in her eyes. If he can see the change that she's still working through.
He nods again, and steps back to let her enter the house first.
Jay glances back and sees - something white and gold hovering above Nyx. Maybe the spirit of Joanna, but she'd always been red. Maybe the - whatever it was that had changed her mind. That had set this path for them.
As she watches, it raises the impression of a gloved hand cuffed with gold feathers before fading away. Jay nods to it, and steps into the house.










