6 Years has past since we last heard our daughters heartbeat. I found out I had gestational diabetes untreated for a month. I have so much anger, grief and remorse for the way things played out that day. The what ifs are still there. What if I insisted on the NST. What if I had the ultrasound that day and not on Monday? I failed as a mother. I failed as a Wife. My midwife failed me. Life failed me. #stillbirth #angelbaby #grief #noheartbeat #fulltermpregnancyloss #leiasky














