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things nobody warns you about when you start reading the goblin emperor:

if you spend enough time thinking about it thou wilt start talking to thyself in the familiar first person

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*gets on my soapbox*

diluc is a spoiled, petty rich boy who grew up always getting what he wanted and that's actually very important to his character

i remembered this webtoon panel today and it got me thinking:

i think there's a tendency in fanon to make diluc out to be some sort of byronic hero (which he is) or tragic figure (which he is) or gentle giant (which he is) or grump with a heart of gold (which he is). and that's all valid because as previously discussed diluc is three characters in a trench coat

HOWEVER. there is one aspect that i think we're all missing, which is that diluc is a BRAT

like he's a trust fund baby! this guy grew up getting everything he ever wanted handed to him on a silver platter, either through his daddy's money or through his own innate aptitude. you can see it in how he talks to elzer above, and also how he talks to dottore:

this is a guy who can afford to be sassy because he has powerful innate combat aptitude and the unimaginably massive ragnvindr estate behind him, both of which protect him from the consequences and considerations that someone like jean would have to navigate

and i actually think this is a very very important part of his character arc because it ups the ante on his tragic 18th birthday and his character arc beyond that

here's the arc as i see it:

diluc is born as the only child to the affluent ragnvindr line. from birth he is coddled and spoiled rotten - we're told that crepus "wasn't stern by nature," and in the one instance we know of where diluc was actually punished, kaeya and adelinde finished off the task for him

a passionate and rambunctious kid, diluc benefits from incredible combat aptitude from a young age. this nets him a vision at age 10 and a captaincy at age 14, the age when most kids are still squires. his ascent is made easier by his second-in-command, who ensured he got through every challenge he faced smoothly

and because of all this, diluc grows up believing in a world of kindness and fairness and justice. because, well, why wouldn't he? unlike his counterpart kaeya, he's gotten everything he's ever wanted. he's never known what it feels like to be afraid, to be wronged, to be hurt, to be poor, to be wanting. he's never had to imagine a world that ISN'T kind and fair and just

...until, of course, his 18th birthday. because on that day, diluc loses more than a father and a brother - he loses his entire worldview

all of a sudden, the world that was so good and kind to him is violently flipped onto its head. the father he idolized is revealed to wield a destructive power. the brother he loved is revealed to be a traitor. the institution he's dedicated his entire life to is revealed to be fundamentally corrupt. his wealth, power, aptitude, and charm cannot save him. it is the first and greatest injustice of his life

given all that, is it any surprise he drops everything and goes on a rampage? is it any wonder he sells off his father's mansion and discards his vision and abandons the knights?

i don't think this is some random fit that he's throwing. i think this is diluc, who has gotten everything he's ever wanted, discarding everything he's ever wanted: his wealth (the mansion), his strength (the vision), and his clout (the knights). this is diluc casting off the worldview that has betrayed him and reconstructing it from the ground up

and this has implications for his arc beyond the manga and into the game!

bc if you view diluc as someone who never let his wealth, good looks, and aptitude get to his head - or if you prefer to see his manga personality as out of character given his game personality - then his arc in-game is like "guy who was traumatized but already pretty nice gets nicer through the power of friendship." which is fine, i guess?

but if you, like me, prefer the trust-fund-baby-diluc narrative, then it becomes not only a story of a guy working through his trauma but the story of a guy fighting against every instinct he has

cause like. there are tons of examples in the game where we see diluc tempted to throw a hissy fit. and sometimes he does! in early game especially, he's very grumpy all the time - i'm thinking specifically of the midsummer island adventure event:

Barbara: So… maybe this type of fish only comes out after dark? Diluc: Or to put it another way, we're gonna be here all night… Hmph.

Kaeya: Captain Kaeya's on the case! Diluc: Ugh... Paimon: Master Diluc, aren't you interested in pirate treasure? Diluc: Hardly. I'm more interested in peace and quiet. Paimon: Paimon doesn't think you'll settle for nothing to do... Diluc: Amuse yourselves however you see fit. I'm taking my leave.

kaeya even points out to us that he's acting like a child (even though kaeya himself is not the most reliable of narrators):

Kaeya: What's the matter? Diluc's scowl still bothering you? Kaeya: He's has that expression on his face for years now. He internalizes a lot of his feelings. Kaeya: So I'm afraid that his face is stuck like that. Just treat him like a big kid.

but! throughout the game, as he gets more opportunities for character growth, we see him slowly start to overcome his tendencies towards... well, towards being a baby

the example that comes most readily to mind is the same example i started this post with: namely, The Vase

in the manga, when kaeya first offers to buy him the vase, he throws a little fit and orders his butler to buy him a new one:

Kaeya: Hah! Your bro Kaeya shall be back with a new vase. Diluc: You! Go buy a vase right now! I do not trust the taste of Sir Kaeya of Ordo Favonius.

later, when kaeya references the vase, he denies ever seeing it:

Diluc: I see no reason to cling to things that have outlived their purpose. Kaeya: Is that so? Then I trust you were most swift indeed to part with a certain vase? Diluc: Sorry, I have no recollection.

but after he has the chance to work on himself a little more, he becomes able to receive kaeya's jibes without rising to the bait:

Kaeya: Here, this is for you. I bought it for you in Sumeru, and it cost a veritable mountain of Mora. Diluc: Thanks. Put it on the table. Kaeya: That's it? No comment whatsoever? Diluc: You want a comment? Okay then. This thing is very in line with your unique aesthetic tastes, much like that vase over there. Diluc: Elzer, fetch a bottle of this year's newest batch from the warehouse. Or else someone will keep blathering on with endless excuses.

we see him get better at responding to kaeya's barbs (or at least ignoring them):

Kaeya: Wonderful. Always eager to help, and never forgets to return a favor. That's the Master Diluc I know. Diluc: ...It's nearly dinner time. Would you care to stay for a meal?

he even gets kinder to his servants:

Diluc: Take some time off, Elzer. Don't put it off any longer. I'll handle the guild matters. Diluc: It's important to take care of your health. You have to take it seriously.

and again, you could read this as his innate personality - i think it's a fair read to say that diluc has always been warm and big-hearted and this is just an extension of that

but i think it's much more interesting if we say that no, he actually is a bit of a brat - prone to hissy fits, used to getting his own way - and this new, more tempered approach is the result of a lot of work and intentionality on his part

i guess what i'm trying to say is that diluc wakes up every day and chooses to be kind even when he doesn't really know how. he chooses to break away from the privileges his upbringing has taught him are rightfully his, or to use them for the good of others. he chooses to try, and try again, even though he still trips up sometimes. and i think that's so much more compelling than if it all just came naturally to him

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paging through the goblin emperor for the second time and finding the sunblade scene unreasonably funny

csethiro: engaged to be married to this guy i've had one (1) conversation with and he just almost got assassinated. how do i prove my loyalty to him csethiro: oh, right. my 1,300 year old sword --- telimezh: this is a gift of great honour kiru: this is a gift of great honour csevet, traumatized from almost having his emperor killed before his eyes not even two weeks ago: ...does she want you dead

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hey do you guys ever think about how eula is a glacier but longs to be the open ocean

do you ever think about how a glacier must melt and assimilate into the tide in order to become the ocean spray

do you think about how she cannot gain everything she wants without losing everything she is

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i do think there's something to be said about maia and csethiro complementing each other in exactly the same way that the nohecharei are designed to complement each other

"the maza, to guard with his spirit and the strength of his mind": maia, with his gentle demeanour and thoughtful nature, who consistently pokes holes in long-held beliefs and faulty logic, who solves a problem thought unsolvable by simply granting an audience to the people no one else had bothered to listen to, who dreamed of becoming a maza to win his father's love

"the soldier, to guard with his body and the strength of his arm": csethiro, with her soldier's boldness and unwavering duty, who signs with a "ferociously energetic" cavalier's signature, who shoves her way through a horde of panicking nobles to check on the fiancé she's barely spoken two words to, who learned the unfashionable art of duelling for no other reason than that she could

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y'all i finally figured out what's going on with diluc's tcg deck

a little while ago i made this post about mond trio playing tcg, because jean and kaeya's decks make sense but diluc's doesn't - he has razor and xiangling in his deck, neither of whom synergize with him, and no healer for some reason??

then i thought about it a little bit more and now i think diluc's deck is actually an excellent representation of his character: because tcg is a game that revolves around a team and diluc is a man who is used to fighting alone

ok let me explain

^ first things first! this is the diluc card. the diluc card is a hypercarry, which means you want him on the field as much as possible. there is nothing diluc wants more than to use his skill and use it often - and for good reason! if you use his skill 3 times in one round, it deals a total of 11 damage, which is insane if you consider that each character card only has 10 health. he can basically solo a character in one round!

there's just one problem. using diluc's skill 3 times requires a total of 9 dice... and you only get 8 dice per round

there are ways to get around this, and diluc's support cards are absolutely laser-focused on making sure he can use his skill. so much so, in fact, that he doesn't even have any cards that would let him heal himself?? more on that later

the point is: diluc needs all his dice to fuel his attacks. doing literally anything other than attacking (ex. swapping off or healing) would nerf his damage output. this deck is designed for one thing and one thing only: doing as much damage as possible in the shortest amount of time possible

okay now let's talk about his team comp. cause like *waves hands vaguely* what the heck is going on here, man.

^ diluc's teammates are razor (whom he's met like once in canon) and xiangling (whom he's met a grand total of zero times). most characters' tcg decks are comprised of other characters they at least vaguely know. but not diluc's

and this doesn't make sense from a gameplay perspective either. razor is also a hypercarry - he likes his field time as much as diluc does. and although xiangling is a sub-dps who does off-field damage with her burst, her element is the same as diluc's which means she can't trigger reactions with him. neither of them synergize very well with diluc

and i think that's intentional, because xiangling and razor synergize very well with each other. my theory is that these two cards are meant to serve as a kind of "second line of defense" and take over when diluc falls

because the one glaringly obvious issue with diluc's deck is this: he has no way to heal

there are a couple of different healing mechanics in tcg. the most obvious one is to have a healer (which diluc doesn't). the second most obvious one is to have food cards that heal (which diluc doesn't). the third most obvious one is to have location cards that heal (which diluc, you guessed it, doesn't)

if you play diluc as an on-field hypercarry, you'd probably want at least 1 of the above mechanics to, you know, keep him alive. but diluc doesn't have any. and i think that's intentional

because i think the diluc card in this deck is meant to burn brightly but very briefly. i think he's meant to do a ton of damage with his skill, tank the enemies' attacks without healing, and then die. and then xiangling and razor come along after him and finish off the remaining enemies - if there are any left standing

which... you know...

... is not a bad encapsulation of his character overall!

so, you know what, i owe diluc an apology. i was not familiar with his game. this tcg deck is awful if you want to play tcg in the intended way, but it perfectly fits his character and approach to life - because this deck is the deck of a man who only knows how to fight alone

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despite being an old varka truther i’ve decided that i kind of like young varka

because let’s take a look at what he’s done for a second:

promoted diluc to cavalry captain at 14

made jean, at 17, investigate grievous acts of treason at the highest levels of the knights

left on an expedition without his logistics company, taking the cavalry but not its captain with him

and most recently: picked up a phone call while cornered on the battlefield

all this makes so much more sense if instead of being some grizzled older general with decades of battlefield experience, he’s Literally Just Some Guy in his 30s

like promoting diluc to cavalry captain at 14 makes more sense if varka himself was like 25 at the time. he was likely also promoted at 14 and didn’t see the issue. “let’s make this teenager captain of a company” probably sounds like a great idea if you yourself are barely out of college