#lemtalked

[lxmonrxn]

all the spiderbit posting on my dash really makes me want to draw them again… but i havent drawn them in so long i forgot how to :(

[lxmonrxn]

i got an art book for christmas with with a lot of different artists and it’s really cool, but i can’t find that one artist whos art i really like online, the account given in the book doesn’t exist anymore or something and it’s just. Frustrating and sad

[lxmonrxn]

drawing a guy with six arms is like so complicated, where tf do i put them, i feel like you don’t even see anything except for the arms but thats not supposed to be the focus god whyy

[lxmonrxn]

booping people is the highest form of social interaction I‘m capable of

[lxmonrxn]

man why is making art so difficult. Why do i need to stop to make sure I don’t get artblocked because i can feel it destroying my good-art-time or whatever. This sucks

[lxmonrxn]

art is so difficult ive been staring at thumbnails and trying to figure out how to do the composition for the piece and I don’t know if it even looks decent but its also just terrible sketches and aaaaaah

[lxmonrxn]

there is a very specific feeling when you thought you had socially integrated yourself with your peers pretty well and then find out your teachers talk (and partly worry) about how you “just do your thing” or “fight alone”. Man i thought i was doing fine :/

[lxmonrxn]

there is something about having music “play” in my mind almost constantly, cause every now and again I’ll be sitting there tired and depressed af and my mind is playing like. Crab rave or smth.