#lenathelyonsays

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WOMAN WHO GLITCHES

I got me musing at all the women I’ve been with all the people I’ve met, how and what I burned from or for.

A mad mystic without a home for some. For others, I was certainly a stone fallen from the sky, God-bred .

I will ask him

Did you travel in my body? Did you wear my face? Did you reveal me ?

I told her

And now that we reflected each other, have you found certainty?

Were you healed by me, have you found sanctuary ?

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Honestly I’m glad I came back now and saw how still disgusting and unorganized and undisciplined they still are. I am grateful I had to come back now . Omg how I am going to be so peaceful without their ungrateful brats faces around me. Can’t even fucking do their bed ok the mornings nor clean up after themselves when they’re done eating. If I pulled something like that at their age I wouldn’t see the light of day for weeks.

Thank god I’m leaving .

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I feel equally rad & weird that I cut off my hair this ... easily. I’ve always had a mane. I’m recognized as Lena with the big hair Lmaoo. I love this confusion. I’m confusing my own selves. Wow

Art

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sometimes when i get in a ‘funk’ i come here to write ish like dis. 

thanks bye

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I’m in love with me. She’s so pretty and her cat is so lovely

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Enlightenment truly is intimacy with all things. I’m glad I went out and looking forward to manifesting my Caravan of Dreams

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Les gens parlent beaucoup pour rien dire

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The unraveling of Lena

Lena’s unraveling has been going on since the beginning of this gregorian year. The reminder of my mission was brutal. I’m still in the forest and the mist too. What should we do? Lose it all and come back again? We’re tirelessly trying to get through days. Nights aren’t replenishing either. There is something in the air, it’s sitting between the branches refusing to dissipate. Sometimes it lets the sun through; when I begged for it with all I’ve got.

I’ll keep you posted