some days i'm just indifferent to it, and then all of a sudden i get sad and i wonder why are things like this? i still don't really know.




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some days i'm just indifferent to it, and then all of a sudden i get sad and i wonder why are things like this? i still don't really know.
i have been feeling a little blue today....... so le'ts remeber that everything will be alright. maybe different, but alright.
i've been feeling so sad in the past few weeks (actually for about a month maybe) and my friends know about it but i wanna talk about it more tonight. i'm just feeling so blue and down and just sad. very sad.
life is so tiring and often things don't work out the way you thought they would and sometimes it all seems worthless but there's still so much joy. there's some love, still.
hope looks good on me.
hiiii. i've been feeling very pessimistic lately because i've been thinking negatively about the university life i'm about to start. but i need to find some pros about it so that i don't go crazy so here it is.
i will live by myself and will learn how to be more indipendent.
i will study subjects that i love and that i am good at.
i know some people from uni who i can reach out to if i want to hang out / need some help with something.
i will be able to go to the gym and exercise a lot more, which is something i haven't been able to do in high school.
i will be able to organize my schedule differently.
i will meet a lot of new people and hopefully make new friends.
i will learn how to cook new things.
i will have a lot more free time that i can spend reading, excercising, watching movies and tv shows, hang out with people at uni, study for my drivers license, etc.
i've been feeling sad and weird for way too long so it's time to do things and feel something different right? my goal is to enjoy these last days of summer while also getting some work done. let's get this going.
lazy morning
organize the day/week ahead + make a study plan (baby you can do this. persevere. i believe in you)
GET. SOME. WORK. DONE. let's fucking goooooooo
unpack your bags and tidy your room please please please
some chill time....... play some music, dance, read..... idk
dinner time!!!!! hug your friends and eat good food babes <3
remember that everything'll be alright
feeling a little sad tonight. i feel a little sad a lot of nights. but it's okay because two years ago i felt sad most of the time. i felt lonely and miserable and angry. now i just feel a little sad some times. and it reminds me that i'm getting better. and i keep going so my future self feel even better.