#leofuckinvaldez

[oswaldery]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I AM SORRY I WAS STUDYING FOR MY PSYCH TEST ALL DAY OR I WOULD HAVE WISHED EARLIER HAVE A BLAST OKAY YOU DESERVE IT

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! ILY!!!!!

[oswaldery]

starbucks is great, their christmas themed coffees are awesome, but i really wish you could taste tim horton's coffee (the most popular coffee shops in canada) there french vanilla is the absolute fucking best okay and they have the best bagels i dont know what i would do if moved to another country i love timmy's so much

YEAH JO TOLD ME ABOUT TIM HORTONS I DONT KNOW WHAT TIM HORTONS IS??????  i'm going to come visit you and youre going to take me to tim hortons its a deal

(coffee talk 101)

[oswaldery]

leofuckinvaldez replied to your post“i dare u to talk to me”

hey girl hey hey

dont you hey girl hey me

i know that song is by snow patrol

its called chasing cars

its been on my ipod since i was in 6th grade

[oswaldery]

july 8, :)

would ju-lie about your birthday

(go away alex)

send me birthdays!!

[hoechlins]

Farrah

[hoechlins]

You know what is funny though?

No matter how many times you yell at me for pointing out all of your insecurities and habits and behavioral patterns and how you hate it so much, you still come back to me for advice. How can you be so sure that this time I will say something that you will be happy with?

Anyhoo, lets get back on your "life realization" shall we?

Look, different relationships work differently and trust me, everyone relationship works differently with different dynamics. Everyone has different needs, wants, tastes, requirements, kinks etc when it comes to a relationship and people change. Because that is what relationships are all about; you somehow mold yourself into something that you are happy with and at the same time the other person is happy with too. And all this happens without you not changing yourself. At least in my opinion anyway. Because the moment you start changing YOURSELF rather than YOUR HABITS for your significant other, that is one of the first signs of how this might not be the one pairing for you. 

I am surrounded by relationships and I always notice a pattern. Even when you think you have nothing to offer or give, maybe your presence is  the only thing they need. Maybe telling you that you are the best and there is nothing wrong with you and holding you through your insecurities is what THEY NEED. Maybe the though of holding and being with the person who needs them is a way of making them feel wanted and grounded. Maybe that is what makes them happy. 

You know, I used to be worried about it too; I always think I would make the most shittiest girlfriend/partner/wife out there. I get attached way to easily and I am emotional and I am sarcastic and a bitch in general and I am always so scared that I am scaring away all of my potential boyfriends or whatever but at the same time, do I want to be with some one who doesn't know the real me? 

Do you want to be with some one who doesn't know that you need to be held every time and reassured about yourself and your life? Do you really want to fake such a big part of your life? 

I sometimes feel as if there wouldn't be anyone out there who would love me for what I am but you know what? I am 17 and you are 18; there is still plenty of time for that. We have barely even started seeing the world for what it is and yet here we are worrying away. 

Trust me on this even if I am the worst friend out there. 

[claudemxnet]

leofuckinvaldez replied to your post: do you ever feel like you...

i am sorry susan i love you

thank you farrah bby your the best i love you too

[otomriddle]

leofuckinvaldez replied to your post “the fucking worst part is that i ended the essay about economic...”

just hold up what you argued in the essay once more for the reader. i i think, dont trust me on this

ehehehe i did it! used a lot of pretty words too (also the quote by adam smith i said i'd use, it was my fav from the book and also funny weee... i just wish i could put more things, but i only can write 3 pages and i almost broke the limit already so ugh... and also i will have to talk in front of the class about this too, why oh why, i'm gonna die)