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Kristine on Shabbat Shalom

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There’s too many people out there that can’t realize the importance of taking spontaneous decisions. We live in a society that basically tells your everything you have to do with your life, it kinda feels like you are a prefabricated human that follows other people expectations. If you look at the subject in a deeper way you are going to find a lot of different sings in people that can indicate if they’ve been repressed all their lives. I have a really weird perspective of things and it might be because I was raised by jewish, catholic parents that decided to raise me without any religion. Somehow I ended up believing in some kind of divinity that’s bigger than the universe but is not labeled as a god. So I guess that I already stand for different things than most of the people. In the past year I’ve been having so much lonely time which was extremely useful for me because it gave me the chance to get to know myself better than the rest of the people. Yes I said it, getting to know yourself is a really important part of life and most of people, specially people from my generation do not take the importance of it because they are too busy with their busy busy busy contemporary life, which in my opinion explains a lot of their behavior. I don’t wanna sound like Mother Teresa but there’s so many fucked up kinds out there. In my opinion there’s two kinds of fucked up people.

THE NEUTRALS 

 People that follow every good norm and they end up having a neutral personality, no one dislikes them but no one really likes them except from people like them, they are beige people, so neutral that makes you want to puke in their faces, but you can’t because they haven’t done anything, absolutely anything, nothing good or bad. They are the kind of people that’s going to become anything that gives them money to live a comfortable life ignoring the fact that they absolutely hate what they are studying and they are going to be secretly miserable working on their career without knowing they are, but you can’t blame them, they are new souls so they are just following the path everyone told them to follow and because of that they never had the chance of developing their persona of actually think of what they really like, so even if they are secretly miserable without knowing they are miserable working it won’t be that bad for them because on their basic mind they can’t think of doing anything else. This kind of people are nothing bad for society for sure but they will never really accomplish the goal they are supposed to accomplish on their lives. 

The second kind of fucked up people are the 

“TRASHY ONESXXXXXX”

.My beloved readers, being trashy doesn’t have to do with your economical situation, it actually has to do with the lack of vulgarity in yourself. This kind of people just as the neutral ones follow every norm of society but this ones take the new ones, the ones that are “in” right now, the ones that were invented by the contemporary youth, the stereotypes. This people lack of identity and they try to fit in so hard it’s sad. They are the kind of people that take selfies in historical places in Europe without knowing what the actual place is, well most of them don’t go to europe and go to Cabo instead. There’s a big portion of them that want to be famous because they just want to have a celebrity lifestyle, like being invited to A parties and being able to feel important on their perception of important because they are on the public eye. This kind of people have a twitter that no one reads but they still using it every two hours to post important daily things like, I’m getting a haircut or their morning coffee. This kind of people don’t know anything about themselves and they are just trying to copy other people to be like them one day. Most of them are not smart enough to study something that will actually give them money like the Neutral Ones so they remain as undefined in college for 4 years and they get drunk, high and stones with chemical drugs to scape their “ordinary” life that’s not bad at all. These people are the most ungrateful people in the world, even though they don’t have a bad life they consider they life miserable because they are not relevant as a celebrity or they are not “successful yet” even though they don’t know what they want to do with their life. This is the kind of people that’s been brainwashed by a materialistic society and look for their happiness on banal things that get old in a week so they look for another right away to stay happy. This applies for people, cars, clothes and everything you can Imagine. They always unsatisfied and they live for appearances, they don’t get something because they really like it, they get something because they think that other people is going to look up to them because of that. This people think kind of people have no interest on intellectual subjects and they just want to be seen as beautiful and relevant people. They are probably going to end up working as bartenders for the rest of their lives when they realize how they didn’t do anything productive with their youth or in case of gay guys and pretty girls they are probably going to marry a sugar daddy that will be able to sustain their trashy  life.

There’s a lot of sub waves but I won’t include them because I’m too lazy to finnish this. But I hope that my point is clear, personally I’ve seen that kind of people everywhere, they are a plague, and they are in every single country. Everyone is so busy with themselves or with they daily life that they forget the importance of spirituality and personal growth, and they can’t even think about it because they are not familiarized with the term. When I say spirituality I mean the fact of believe that there’s some sort of divinity that you have to be connected with and will open you doors for opportunities in your life, pretty much like the law of attraction calling something brings somethings, and personal growth that’s more like the fact of being able to feel enough empathy to understand people and situations and knowing yourself enough to know what do you want for your life and how to find happiness in yourself without having to look for it in Bali like a lot of moms that once watched eat pray love and felt the necessity of find themselves in an exotic destination. The truth is that you don’t need to spend two months on a Hindu temple praying and practicing meditation everyday, you actually need to realize the virtue of being thankful. Yes thankful and grateful for life, thankfulness for being healthy and having a new day, I know it sounds cliche and all that but no one really appreciate the simple things of life that at the end of the day are the only ones that actually matter. Most of the people struggle themselves with first world problems, such as why I don’t have that car or why I am not as pretty as other people, when they should be happy because they are alive. All this does not allow a lot of people to enjoy life like they should be, why? most of them are afraid, most of them think about things too much, most of them are too worried about the future or the past and they can’t focus on the present, most of them don’t have fun. In my opinion spontaneous decisions always bring something to tell in the future, wherever is good or not, there’s always a memory that you will keep forever and will reming you how amazing is being alive. SO DON’T BE A PUSSY AND GET TO KNOW YOURSELF