Dear my little princess,
I don’t know whether you or somebody will be able to read this post in the future or not, but I also want to write down some lines of my mind today.
You had a fever last night. The temperature was up to about 40 degree celcius. At that moment, I had just gone home after drinking with my friend in his birthday party. I went home at 9 p.m. It was earlier than usual because I knew my little girl was get sick.
But when I got home, there were an argument between me and your mom. I really didn’t want to talk about it anymore.
What I take care now is your health. You have to know that I am willing die for you my little girl. I am willing to stand against this world to cover you and hide you in my back, though it was not too big hmm. My dear, I love you so much, more than everything they can imagine. They never admitted to my efforts, they even told me words that really hurt me a lot.
How did they know the moments I scretly cried alone such as a kid? Self-pity, loneliness, hurt.
Only the ones going through loss can understand the value of what’s left.
Hope you will love me as much as I love you, daughter.
Your Dad.