#leotsukinagakin

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i hate the ousama title

i hate it so much. i hate the distance it puts between me and knights. i like reading fics set in ! era or even written like 2016-2018 (they always write us really well honestly despite many not having the full picture yet) but everytime anyone, especially sena, calls me ousama in them it kinda ruins me for the day

i hate that pedestal i hate being above them i hate that distance. i hate it so much. this is why i gave the crown to suo after all, but of course i can never fully escape it. theres still going to be remnants of that time, of that horrible distance.

im writing this like minutes before im going to play roblox with my friend okay leo get a grip. be normal. im normal thanks

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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ur local izuleo (and by that i mean just leo, sena doesnt have tumblr so hes not a local :P) just played skycotl together for hours and im genuinely emotional. it was so fun. he carried me (literally) through most of it cuz ive never touched it before but we could HUG and HOLD HANDS and BLOW KISSES and i LOVE HIM !!!!!!!!

long distance is evil but its fine bc now i can pester him to hop on skycotl and give me a hug. maybe this is what canon me should do too lawl

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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leo goes on an insane rant time

okay so this is about the among us show. rare moment where im writing a kinfession about 2 kintypes at once!

admitting that i kin purple. sent in a kinfession about that already. mildly relevant!!!!

im gonna compare sena and i to redsie and i. except im comparing sena to me (purple) and redsie to me (leo). ehhh im only gonna refer to leo in first person and purple in third person to make this easier

close friends until some big evil traumatizing event that caused us to grow distant and maybe even a little bitter. sena and purple being the more easy to anger but also calmer like energy level wise one. redsie and i being more eccentric, kinda keeping up a front to appear more easygoing...

im beginning to realize this made soooooo much more sense in my head, and trying to put words to it sucks so bad. so im really gonna shut up now BUT!!! if anyone else is fans of both THINK ON IT FOR MEEEEE OKAY

i asked my gf after he watched the show and he said yeah so ive gotta have soooome kinda point... right........

-leo tsukinaga (enstars) and purple (among us show) #🌙🎼

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he. moved out

he left me

i cant even be a tool for him anymore

he doesnt want to be with me

im holding him back. hes leaving and i cant do anything. hes leaving me.

how did it end up like this?

i only ever wanted to help. i just didnt want him to get hurt. i wanted to help him. how did this happen? i thought hed stay with me forever? i thought this was our new beginning together? and he doesnt want it anymore...?

im so stupid. god. of course he doesnt wanna be near me. hes finally realized how shitty i am. i deserve to be alone huh

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

okay wait sorry could you add this to my earlier ask? leo tsukinaga about sena moving out sorry that was. horrible first reaction when id just woken up. im better now so i can actually formulate a somewhat reasonable response one, that didnt happen in my canon. if it did, then thatd mean maybe at best a few months after wed have gotten engaged together in florence again, which would be. weird. so it decidedly probably didnt happen two, sena was putting me first, trying to love me as an equal by not using me. thats good. this is good and i cannot let my mental illness cloud that regardless i hate the decision so bad and im still gonna cry over it because the mere idea of living without him after so long makes me wanna die but im being mature about it now! yayyy -leo tsukinaga #🌙🎼

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im hashtag SCARED for this story the first part came out today it seems....... fiiiiiine..... but im SCARED AFFFFF people have been saying bad stuffs gonna happen and theyre proooobably wrong but ahhhh ahhhhh

all i can hope is that sena wont actually kick me out...? i probably deserve it but if that happened idk what id do... not good things! ahhh wow this sucks. im going to explode?

and another thing FUCK YUUKUN. the lyrics to this shitty ass song bother me because whooo gave you the right to. actually im stopping this train of thought. actually im normal !!!!!! idc !!!!! whatever happens happens and if knights all get mad at and hate me ive had that coming for a longggg time now so. yeah

whatever happens happens, and ill deal with the consequences of my own actions. its fine.

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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i cant choose between freaking out over the new song or being miserable and self deprecating because of reading gambit. ummm i think im more on the happy side today so let me go with that!

just, real quick, hey knights sorry about being stupid Again as per usual and making things a mess. rittsu is partially to blame for it getting as bad as it did tho haha (joking its rlly on me lolz)

okay with that out of the way!

OHHHH MY GOD OH MY GOD DUDE BRO WOAH WOW WOW OKAYYYY OKAY !!! WOW !!! AHHHHHH

as expected! my music is always great! thats not the point the point is wow wow wow oh my god. the song itself is great i LOVE my dear knights voices and the VISUALS. THE VISUALS. AHHHHHHHH

youre all so GORGEOUS !!! and i love when we show off suo like our cute little centerpiece. our king!!!!!! cute cute cute and pretty and wonderful aaaaahhhhhhh ahhghgahagHAGHGAHGAH sorry normal

not normal i changed my fucking user cause of this song ummmm. luv u guys xoxo wink emoji !!!

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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life update. ive heard shukufuku no library more than my own mothers voice this week i swear. its the song im using to farm event points since ive fced the special so its like. yielding me the highest scores

umm im not even a third of the way to one suo copy and the event ends at. oh would you look atbthat TOMORROW. i thought it ended monday but oh well i guess i will suffer now. i may just have to stay up all day and night grinding

this is all for my beloved junior !!!!! i need his card !!!!!! hes too cute !!!!!!!! PLEASE GOD IM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS PLEASE JUST GO EASY ON ME

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

Anonymous asked:

ummm mpc no idea if this can be added on to my last ask if not cld u just post this asap so its not like several days after the events ended maybe... if not its okay tho

didnt get suos card. not even close. didnt even get half way there. im so sorry suo gods worst senpai award

at least i got the plushies of everyone yayyyy

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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i cannot send in two vent asks in a row this is like holding up a sign begging for attention [does it anyways]

im nobodies number one priority and it hurts a little. sena is mine, and knights are all close behind. but senas is his yuukun, rittsus is mao, suos is probably kohaku, narus is either kunugi or probably like... adonis or tetora? idk really but i know its not me.

even mikejimama would definiteky out kanata over me. ik he cares abt me a lot and i care abt him lots too cuz hes my bestest friend ever. but ik if it was me or kanata hed pick kanata. im no ones first pick.

this is sooo stupid who really cares. who caressss ive known this for ages! i know im always alone deep down so! i shld be over it right? why am i not over it!!!!

-leo tsukinaga, enstars #🌙🎼

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