#lesbianpoems

[thelovehead]

Indie.sex

[handwrittenforher]

3am conversations that turn into 10am chats  over coffee at the kitchen table; I want to take you home  to learn everything about you.

Handwritten for Her

[lightyearaway92]

Your like a perfect sunset

Reminds me of the day we first met

I knew from there you would be hard to get

Like a sunset that’s hard to grip

Your like fire baby

I feel like I shouldn’t trip

But your not easy to get

You require time

Like a plant that needs grind

Stimulate your growth

And watch you flow

Like the daisy you are

I just want to water your soul

And make you the only girl I need to know .

By: Elexis

[lifeofmegziiie]

Sapphical Chronicals, somewhere in between the lines...

She was everything that I ever needed.

If I had decided to steal her away it wouldn't have been for long.

She wouldn't have given her heart to me

Nor anyone else

Not at the time

I knew better

Through the angst of never holding her again

Never feeling her body on mine again

Getting lost in the melody of her vibe

Loved it, craved it, declined it, as it was too fast.

She went too far

She took me

Surprised me

I was falling

Deeply

Quickly

In only seconds in time

She lured me

I couldn't breathe

Suffocated me

Took all of my affection selfishly

I couldn't move

I didn't want to

Her body

I needed it

Wanted it so badly

But I was scared

Scared to cross that boundary

Scared to have her take your place dear Alex, it was yours.

You made me yours Alex

Don't leave me

Not now

Not ever

How?

How could I lose you?

We were there

We were here

Nothing,

No space

Nor time

Could I have ever needed more than you.

Your soul embedded in mine

We were one

One beauty in this life

Eternal

Her hands were not yours

I remember how it felt

The time you took with me

You let me decide the lines

You showed me what we could be

What we could have

How we could fall

Together with no one else

I stopped her, Amanda, I stopped her

That place

Was too forbidden

Too hidden that I could not ever let it be revealed to anyone but you, sweet Alex.

Alex

You taught me patience

You taught me compassion and passion

All we had

It disappeared

In the moments of my memory with you

Your Love affair

It wasn't much compared

In your eyes

In your touch

I wasn't there

Not from what you could see

I was just your escape

Yet you were the one who set me free

You showed me all I could be

How I yearn for you

My burning desire

Exploding with passion against the nights we shared

Alex

She's not you

Nor will she ever be

How could I move on when all that I could ever want is you

Her hand slipped away from my waist and thigh

The same hands that got me so high

I moved away

And she did the same

I fell away

It wasn't how you treated me

It wasn't the same and I wanted the same

the same that someone could make my heart stop to send me into heaven.

That light

That gentle explosive hot burning light that took me away by your murderous hand

I'd never replace it

It belongs to you

My love eternal

I couldn't bear someone else taking your place.

.

I have to make room for someone else to be in my life.

Someone who is more than you

Who will share a life with me

Together through better or worse

You grew me

You all did

The pain was necessary

So is the emptiness

Everything and nothing

Now I just want to run

I want to be free

I want to soar and fly and just leave

I'm done with it all

I want to be happy

I just want to be happy

To be content

To be me

Those days of suffering

I want them to be over

Just let me run away

Those days are over now

I want there to be no more

I want to just blast my stereo to the songs I know

To my own beat

My own soundtrack

My own anthem

Why don't we just vibe?

Why don't we just sway?

Why can't we just dance?

My heart only beated for you, Alex

I was meant for you

.

But then she came

She lifted me up

She showed me what fun was

She took me on the wild side

She made it okay

Was I finally okay?

She was there for me

She made me come alive again

Once more

Now I want more

I just want to be somebody to someone

I want to be drawn into love again.

.

.

.

[my3rdeye-and-i]

When I light a cigarette and the smoke dances in the sun

When the moonlight hits my dried tears

When my favorite songs plays along with my fears

When my voice cracks from the cold that's hidden inside of me

When I move along with the sound of silence and loneliness hugs me lovingly

When I remember all the times I have smiled and it wasn't real

When the pain it's too big to hold and my hands sake in fear

When the sun kisses warmly my face but my chest remains cold

When you kiss me at night and all I think is how I am gonna live when you leave

When something gives me life, I remember how dead I am truly inside.

But when

You look me in the eyes and you tell me you'll stay

I have never felt such fear

I am dead but you are alive, like a fire that's dancing in a cold night

While me

I am the cold in the warm nights and the pain in happiness

I truly for once don't understand why you the fire, would hug me, the ice when you know I'll melt and you will disappear.

[cupcakemonstaar]

I was so angry

My sexuality locked in the closed my whole life

The word lesbian and gay were so taboo

I heard the words my parents said about my sister

Heart broken unnatural disgusting

I did not want to break their hearts or fill them with disgust

So instead I broke my own heart

Over and over I pretend I was someone I was not

So angry with myself that it leaked into my every day conversation

bitter

Bitter is a word I would use to describe the person I had become

Still locked in the closet unknowing when I would be free

Suddenly there were Brown eyes locking with mine a smile that literally knocked the air out of my lungs

The way she smelt every time she walked past me so intoxicating

She made my heart dance

There were other girls before but none that made such an impression

She told me I was beautiful

She would stare at me from across the building until I felt she was looking through me

Those brown eyes and that laugh

God so many times you told me I was beautiful

You starting telling me you were going to take me on a date

A date

But god the way she looked at me

You started touching my arm when you would talk to me .

Putting your hand in the small of me back and god you would tell me i am beautiful and made me feel it

So many times you told me you were gonna make me your wife and I would fall in love with you

But god I was there

God when you poured me a drink and flirted with me all night I wanted you to take me on that date to pull me out of the closet I had been hiding in in fear of being disgusting and unnatural

But you touched my bare stomach and things and went to kiss me and I wanted to kiss you with everything I was and I froze

Your brown eyes darkened and you just held me

We went out as friends and I spent hours getting dressed up for you and when our other company left

I looked at you and you leaned in and I kissed you

And you pulled me out of the closet I had been so accustomed to hiding in and you kissed me

The kind of kiss people only experience through songs and movies the kind of kiss people dream about

God I already knew I love you from the first time you told me I was beautiful

When I saw your brown eyes from across the store and your smile

Of god I was drunk in love with you

You kissed me

And all my bitterness melted away

Thank you for making me your wife

Holly Speight 6/2018 (Happy pride y’all)

[pillowprincessen-blog]

As we us fall to the ground, our bodies becoming weightless, we are tumbling to our deaths, We look at each other, kiss and hug until our arrival in our coffin made for two,

soon to burn up.

[handwrittenforher]

Route -c.y.

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